ceremony

i went on my date last night, which has left me feeling kind of like this:



yep. his ability to drink vodka tonics and quote "annie hall" with me is unparalleled. he also lent me his copy of "woody allen on woody allen." i additionally spent the night with him and somehow managed to hold off on fucking him. that was a challenge!

there is a second date in the works at least so i know that i'll be getting what i want at some point. he also looks like a younger and more mediterranean mr. big (from sex and the city, and you know that means ).

i needed last night so badly. it's good to know that you're driving someone crazy in all the right ways.

yay!

edit: i just checked my NCF email account. I SATTED MY SPRING SEMESTER CONTRACT YAY. schatz isn't such an asshole after all! although i still haven't read my evals. while i satted everything i'm sure they're pretty poor. i will probably read the one that professor marks wrote me for varieties of modern judaism though.

also i adore "the air force" by xiu xiu. it's basically all i've been listening to. and i love this one song way too much.

"hello from eau claire"

I know it's dumb to say
that you are on my mind
I know it's stupid to dream
that you might think of me as a man
I can loose my own tie knot
I can button up my own pants
I can buy my own cigarettes
I can pluck my own mustache
I read it's lame to wish
that you won't walk out on me
but I'm not embarassed to sing
plainly the words love and your name
I can pay all my own bills
I can unroll my own tights
I can untuck all I have to untuck
I can weep through my own midnights

I can loose my own tie knot
I can button up my own pants
I can buy my own cigarettes
I can pluck my own mustache
I can pay all my own debts
I can rip off my own tights
I can humiliate myself to your face
I can weep through my own midnights