yeah, so friday the 13th wasn't too bad... no real bad luck shit... then i woke up this morning and i think the bad luck waited to catch me off guard today. 
- got in my car this morning... check engine light came on... and the poor baby didn't have much get up and go. *chug chug*
- took said car to dealership... they said they'd look at it today, but didn't get to it... so now they have my car til monday.
- good side note: i got a free loaner to use until they get mine fixed... and it has a CD player... which made me happy.
*note this is the only good highlight of my day*
- my sales today were horrible... i worked 10 hours and probably got paid about 70 bucks for the whole day... shitty
- the guys who load my truck fucked up and didn't load me for the right day so i ran out of food and didn't have what people had ordered... hence the poor sales.
i think that's it... thank god!
oh, and today's valentines day... and all of my customers still think i'm happily married... so they were all like it must be great to have someone to spend this holiday with that you love... and blah, blah, blah... course i couldn't tell them the truth, but man did it ever make me feel ter-fucking-rific. i got asked what i got her, where we were going for dinner, all the good ones... fuck!
i hate valentines day... so commercial and shit... but you can't help feeling like shit if you don't have anyone to spend it with. god i sound fucking lame right now. it would be nice to even just have some good friends to hang out with or something, but even my roommates are depressed because they've spent the day fighting with each other... we are just one big shit brick of a happy household right now.
so now i'm making my valentine's day dinner... deep fried mozzerella sticks and fish sticks... mmmm... anybody want to share?
i wish i could have spent V-day with one person... even if it was just hanging out as friends... i know she would've said or did something funny that would've cheeered me up... and maybe i coulda done the same for her.
- got in my car this morning... check engine light came on... and the poor baby didn't have much get up and go. *chug chug*
- took said car to dealership... they said they'd look at it today, but didn't get to it... so now they have my car til monday.
- good side note: i got a free loaner to use until they get mine fixed... and it has a CD player... which made me happy.
*note this is the only good highlight of my day*
- my sales today were horrible... i worked 10 hours and probably got paid about 70 bucks for the whole day... shitty
- the guys who load my truck fucked up and didn't load me for the right day so i ran out of food and didn't have what people had ordered... hence the poor sales.
i think that's it... thank god!
oh, and today's valentines day... and all of my customers still think i'm happily married... so they were all like it must be great to have someone to spend this holiday with that you love... and blah, blah, blah... course i couldn't tell them the truth, but man did it ever make me feel ter-fucking-rific. i got asked what i got her, where we were going for dinner, all the good ones... fuck!
i hate valentines day... so commercial and shit... but you can't help feeling like shit if you don't have anyone to spend it with. god i sound fucking lame right now. it would be nice to even just have some good friends to hang out with or something, but even my roommates are depressed because they've spent the day fighting with each other... we are just one big shit brick of a happy household right now.
so now i'm making my valentine's day dinner... deep fried mozzerella sticks and fish sticks... mmmm... anybody want to share?
i wish i could have spent V-day with one person... even if it was just hanging out as friends... i know she would've said or did something funny that would've cheeered me up... and maybe i coulda done the same for her.
i feel so run down with the fighting and not being happy b/c thats all that occurs... many days at work i just think about how i wish it was before. when you and i talked all the time and not just passed eachother in the apt. where we could hang out and have fun. i guess its a two way street.
anyways happy valentines babe.
love you much
love
trin
xoxo