cenerentola

::exhales deeply:: whattaday. it was my first time in a church in a really long time and I was really lost but luckily, Timmy had less of an idea of what to do than me so we were lost together. I lost my breath when I saw that huge church full to the point of people having to stand up in the back. So many people loved my aunt, it was just beautiful.
I had Tim's hand on one side of me and at times I had my Dad's hand on my other side which seemed to keep me from just floating away. It really hit home for us today. Tim said he hadn't been to a cemetary since his sister Jessie died and it was really hard for him, but we made it.
There are many things I could say right now. My aunt was so brave and just a thoroughly beautiful person that it's easy to understand why so many people came to honor her. I'm just still angry that she's gone and we'll miss out on her sweetness now.
Leave nothing for tomorrow because someday, there won't be a tomorrow.