God is certainly hitting me with everything that He has. I went to my cousin's wedding the Saturday before last which was gut churning enough, evoking memories of my own wedding. Cheryl & I would love to pick other weddings apart in order to prove that no-one planned a wedding as perfect as ours. Of course that just had me wanting to turn to her all day. Then the priest gave a sermon focusing on until death us do part, followed by 1 of Cheryl's favourite hymns and a deja vu moment from 1 of my dreams. Fortunately no-one thought it unusual for me to be crying.
I'm off to the opera on Thursday. I suscribe each year but I didn't go to the first 2 this year because I had seen them so many times before with Cheryl, it would be just too hard. I haven't seen the 3rd one before so I think I should be able to handle that. I've asked a friend to come but it won't be the same as the usual idle snarking with Cheryl as we discuss the singing or the costumes or the dresses.
And December is coming too damn quick.
I'm off to the opera on Thursday. I suscribe each year but I didn't go to the first 2 this year because I had seen them so many times before with Cheryl, it would be just too hard. I haven't seen the 3rd one before so I think I should be able to handle that. I've asked a friend to come but it won't be the same as the usual idle snarking with Cheryl as we discuss the singing or the costumes or the dresses.
And December is coming too damn quick.
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December is approaching so rapidly it's scary! It feels like Christmas was just last month! My days are blurring into one as I am immersing myself in study and, surprisingly, really enjoying it. What are you doing for Christmas?
I understand what you mean too, I feel like I do have it all. I think maybe that's why I panic sometimes, because I know how easily it can be lost.