celluloid

ugh.

my dad pulled some shit like that about 3 years back...only it was "i hate you.. i never wanted you. i refuse to support you anymore"....

so i took all my shit and havent lived there since...i know it probably doesnt mean much but if you ever wanna catch up or whatever. let me know and i'll e-mail you my number. i have free LD so i could call you as well.

yeah. i guess that is a little different. but then again the last time i saw you we were 14. I dont know thw whole deal. nor am i even gonna try and act like i know what you've been through or what it feels like. i've always been really bad at that. and i dont know it all...in fact i'm pretty clueless most of the time. *shrugs* life has its twists and turns. the last few years of mine have been a tilt - a - whirl. anyway. you've been in my thoughts these last few days.