celluloid

I don't know what to think of today.

Overall, it was not a good day.

However, I found out that I'm almost done with an associate's degree and I finally found a GP.

But the fact that I'm having immense problems with the boy I love more than anyone kinda overshadows that.

Really, how can someone be sure they love someone - then 2 weeks later not even know if they desire that someone's company?

I'm really asking... i would like to know.