Much emotions today. Much.
A sense of well being because I feel I am growing more as a person and I every day I am more able to be happy on my own. But also this brings loneliness because of my self-imposed isolation and I feel myself growing distant from my friends. Anxiety because I want this band to work, to actually go somewhere but...
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A sense of well being because I feel I am growing more as a person and I every day I am more able to be happy on my own. But also this brings loneliness because of my self-imposed isolation and I feel myself growing distant from my friends. Anxiety because I want this band to work, to actually go somewhere but...
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So on sunday 'demonraizer' (not my idea) have their first rehearsal, i'm slightly apprehensive coz I don't wanna fuck my throat up but I reckon the guys are expecting pretty mad things from me. I'm gonna have to start another band in oreder to fulfill my heart's desire of being in a sigur ros/mogwai stylee band.
Such is life.
Such is life.
lila:
actually the main thing i dig about tommy lee is the way he is with his kids...there is something so hot about a kind fucked up rebel guy that can get his shit together when it comes to his children.
XoXoX, LiLA.
XoXoX, LiLA.
cherry:
he he, thanks for the words on my journal 
You're right and I know this, I guess I'm just getting frustrated because when you show someone there IS an alternative that they can be accepted into and that they needn't be scared they still shy away and go back to Mr. Charisma 
But thanks, you're one smart bunny
Cherry xx
P.S Good luck with the bands
You're right and I know this, I guess I'm just getting frustrated because when you show someone there IS an alternative that they can be accepted into and that they needn't be scared they still shy away and go back to Mr. Charisma
But thanks, you're one smart bunny
Cherry xx
P.S Good luck with the bands
I have tired of getting angry about stuff. So, positivity is now officially IN. Happy happy joy joy. 
Have you ever sat in a room as it's getting dark and noticed how the shadows stretch and skew, how different the room looks, like it's undergoing a metamorphosis, a metamorphosis that happens everyday but for the mostpart goes unnoticed. You could apply the same principle to...
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Have you ever sat in a room as it's getting dark and noticed how the shadows stretch and skew, how different the room looks, like it's undergoing a metamorphosis, a metamorphosis that happens everyday but for the mostpart goes unnoticed. You could apply the same principle to...
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kiscica:
*does the positivity dance*
cherry:
If you live in America there'll be no chance of seeing us 
But if you live in the UK we'll be playing in Aberyswyth and Swansea shortly... there'll be more details in the events section soon
Cherry xx
But if you live in the UK we'll be playing in Aberyswyth and Swansea shortly... there'll be more details in the events section soon
Cherry xx
I came close to having a mental breakdown today. There's a horrible atmosphere at work due to the money being stolen and it's making it impossible to function properly. Everything just came down on top of me, any small concern I had became a crisis and there was too much to think about at once. I've not had 7 consecutive days off for over two...
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bt:
I say go for it! The only way to find out how much interest there'll be is to post it and see what happens...As for how it should be done, that's up to you - my system works pretty well, I think, because it keeps bad things from happening - If someone promises to send in a mix then doesn't, no big deal. All mixes are marked, so you know who sent what. So good luck to you. 
mora:
oh my, you do need a break. take time off darlin, you deserve it.
i've been thinking about piano more, i have access to it and i think it's so beautiful. i don't know though. it's all very up in the air.
breath, ok? i think you would fair better.
i've been thinking about piano more, i have access to it and i think it's so beautiful. i don't know though. it's all very up in the air.
breath, ok? i think you would fair better.
Yesterday I became vegetarian. A few contributing factors I suppose, but the main reason being just to see if I can do it. I did a similar thing with alcohol a year ago and I haven't touched a drop since. I'm trying to phase out all the stuff that might fuck me up later on in life. This is as long-term as my thinking gets......
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tic_tac_toe:
you are the most beautiful phrase in the English language.
i did exactly the same thing after i read fast food nation!
i did exactly the same thing after i read fast food nation!
smatt:
There are loads of good houses to rent in Chorlton, prices are pretty high at the minute though. Whee in sunny Manchester are you now?
On Saturday, an undisclosed sum of money went missing from my little branch of Starbucks. On tuesday, I had to give a witness statement detailing my activities on that shift. And today, we had a Starbucks-employed psychologist interview each of us and try to BREAK OUR MINDS.
The way he was posing questions, all hypothetical and reverse psychology stylee. Trying to make me confess to...
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The way he was posing questions, all hypothetical and reverse psychology stylee. Trying to make me confess to...
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exploded:
well, this was almost four years ago...so its not like im still suffering from a broken heart. part of the story that i left out, i went to visit her a week or so after she dumped me, and she was in her room with some guy...even though the reason she dumped me was that she "needed to concentrate on school and blahblahblah, i need to be alone right now". oh well, im happy where i am at now, and thats all that matters
mora:
wow, that really sucks. it's weird, that same sort of thing happened when i worked at a coffee shope too. not starbucks, though.
don't forget to breath darlin, ok?
don't forget to breath darlin, ok?
*sigh* another christmas, another day of family rows and going through the motions of watching tv or bumming around all day.
Then I went to work today and was astounded by the amount of people coming in for coffee, why weren't you visiting your relatives you bastards. And to top off the festive period we had some guy complaining about loadsa different stuff, petty stuff,...
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Then I went to work today and was astounded by the amount of people coming in for coffee, why weren't you visiting your relatives you bastards. And to top off the festive period we had some guy complaining about loadsa different stuff, petty stuff,...
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I am Jack's complete hatred of fake angst teeny boppers.
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saturdayallday:
some guy is mad at me all because of your thursday post!
gil:
Happy Christmas
It was the starbuck's christmas party last night, much fun. We all met up at the shop and made cocktails using the frappucino blenders (myself discluded, i'm teetotal) and proceeded to get steadily drunk. Then we all headed out to a restaurant where numerous members of the staff professed their undying love towards me (all female, thankfully). First casualty of the nite was sasha, who...
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Anyone know a good way to learn japanese?
Of all the languages in the world I could have picked, i've decided to learn japanese. It's probably the impact their lifestyle has had on me (manga/games/music). Plus i'd love to visit japan one day, kick ass country. But the lingo sounds difficult, apparently if I say something with the wrong type of respect or not enough...
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Of all the languages in the world I could have picked, i've decided to learn japanese. It's probably the impact their lifestyle has had on me (manga/games/music). Plus i'd love to visit japan one day, kick ass country. But the lingo sounds difficult, apparently if I say something with the wrong type of respect or not enough...
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chiasmus:
I asked that question of my best female friend, and she told me that the best way to learn the language is to get a Japanese girlfriend.
I protested that getting a Japanese girlfriend was easier said than done, and she countered that, really, it's not. All you've got to do is 1) identify a girl as Japanese; and 2) ask.
I have no idea how much truth is in that. I have, however, taken the first step several times around campus.
I protested that getting a Japanese girlfriend was easier said than done, and she countered that, really, it's not. All you've got to do is 1) identify a girl as Japanese; and 2) ask.
I have no idea how much truth is in that. I have, however, taken the first step several times around campus.
Cherry xx