So, I get this text message from my ex-fiancee today wishing me a Happy Thanksgiving. Sure, my heart wants to believe that she's sincere, but my head says she's just testing the line to see if I'm still on the hook. All I can think of is that things aren't going quite as well as she'd hoped with her new beau and is hoping that she can swagger back into my life and turn it upside down all over again. Fuck her! I don't hear from her in two fucking months (mind you, the last time we saw each other, she used me as a convenient babysitter!), and then all of a sudden she's wishing me well. Of course, I'm going to be wary and suspicious to say the least.
I wake up everyday with angry thoughts of how much I used to put up with her selfishness. Mostly, I'm pissed at myself for letting her take advantage of me.
I wake up everyday with angry thoughts of how much I used to put up with her selfishness. Mostly, I'm pissed at myself for letting her take advantage of me.