celery

The following is a letter that I didnt send.

Part of respecting your decision was making the choice not to make it difficult for you to make it. I will not try to stop you.

I notice every day that I want to have you near. Even though I have never woken up wrapped within one another, I miss that part too. The possibility. I miss the way I spoke to you. With you I find feelings and thoughts that no one else can give. It seems now that we havent been around each other there are many things that I leave unsaid. As I waited day to day to speak with you, I wait still. I am contained within myself because I can no longer share what I have shared with you.

I still respect your choice, but I want you to know that you are very important to me. I am lacking, and I have no problem feeling this selfish.