celadon

Wow!!!! I talked to at least 5 people yesterday about my age. It was all positive.
You see, it was a hard decision to try to become a Suicide girl at 41. The 20 year old are so damn cute!! Plus there is the whole kitten vs cougar thing.......who wants to be a cougar???? That is new so I never got to be a kitten. Even when I was a kitten I didnt know I was.Besides, when I was a kitten, I thought I was a cougar......Crazy how we view ourselves. Now that I do know I am an woman not young lady....I embrace my age. It has my back!!I feel 25. I do things I never would have at 25. I demand more than I did at 25. I wouldnt have posed for photos like I do now with confidence and a whimisical flair. I would have worried about what other people thought.
Now I know what other people think ... and its not so bad. I am driven in a way I never thought I would have been at a younger age !!!!!!!!!!!! I ride my bike harder, I work longer and I make more money!!
Not to mention what confidence does to a woman in bed. Maybe thats where cougar comes in... I know what I want and am going for it. Sexually and in life in general. I have a lonnnggggg way to go and I am grabbing the bull by the horns and am making something of it.
Now I can walk into a room and own it...its not about being the skinniest or prettyiest or even the youngest.Its about knowing what you are and who you are and not having time for all the bull inbetween. Somehow this works and people notice. Hold your head high and sure . This is what 40 has taught me!!!
Thank you to all who noticed me and my age and thank you for all of the compliments for it. Thats how a man treats a woman!!

Here is to all of the beautiful, secure , strong women out there at any age...Its a sexy feeling and it oozes from every place I touch,
and I want more!!!

Have a cupcake filled day.Top it with something pink and creamy mmmmmmm..........