I'm sick
Well that goes without say, but who has ever offered to make me chicken soup? Not a single fucking person!
Wanna talk misanthropic (Characterized by a hatred or mistrustful scorn for humankind)
Can you feel that?
That shit?
OOH WAH AH AH AH!!
OOH WAH AH AH AH!!
OHH OHH!!
OHH OHH!!
OHH OHH!!
Drowning deep in my sea of loathing
Broken your...
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Well that goes without say, but who has ever offered to make me chicken soup? Not a single fucking person!
Wanna talk misanthropic (Characterized by a hatred or mistrustful scorn for humankind)
Can you feel that?
That shit?
OOH WAH AH AH AH!!
OOH WAH AH AH AH!!
OHH OHH!!
OHH OHH!!
OHH OHH!!
Drowning deep in my sea of loathing
Broken your...
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WTF I go to any and all major metropoltian areas and have no problem hooking up with a beautiful girl for a really meaningful relationship - that one in the main pic of my profile is my ex-wife, we were together for 5 years and I had just arrved in Seattle when I met her. But no, in back wood wannabe city Salem, Or-e-gon I...
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CEhorse has no testimonials.
'nough said
puke
'nough said
puke
She decided which it was more important to her and Mari J lost so she has a new reservation from Chi to PDX for Cinco de Mayo. 
Ths breaks my heart so much.
I can't be with an active addict [PERIOD] maybe for a one night stand but not a relationship.
So who's truth?
My own.
I wanted someone so badly that I was willing to deny that fact and even risk jail.
I don't like being alone but honestly if you're with a drug addict/alcoholic you're alone anyways.
I can't be with an active addict [PERIOD] maybe for a one night stand but not a relationship.
So who's truth?
My own.
I wanted someone so badly that I was willing to deny that fact and even risk jail.
I don't like being alone but honestly if you're with a drug addict/alcoholic you're alone anyways.
mrlucky:
Buddy, I'm an alchoholic, I have been on the wagon for 16 years, and after all the AA meetings I have attended in that time one thing has really stuck with me. The people hurt the most are those who care the most, it's hard but sometimes for your own survival, you have to make the decision you have made.
Good luck.
Good luck.
lowers Today ~very sad but true~
Body: Flowers Today....
We had our first argument last night, and he said a lot of cruel things that really hurt me. I know he is sorry and didn't mean the things he said, because he sent me flowers today. I got flowers today.
It wasn't our anniversary or any other special day.
Last night he threw me into...
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Body: Flowers Today....
We had our first argument last night, and he said a lot of cruel things that really hurt me. I know he is sorry and didn't mean the things he said, because he sent me flowers today. I got flowers today.
It wasn't our anniversary or any other special day.
Last night he threw me into...
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So. Obviously from all those messenger options I am open to chat particularly if you are near.
Sometimes my mind is keen - sometimes I just get lucky. I am spending most of my time on myspace these days so if you want to add me there is is www.myspace.com/lcarledwards
My blogs there too.
I have been bsically rebuilding my life and computer and my associations.
I stopped drinking and that has made world of difference - I even have a girlfriend,...
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START LIVING OR START DYING
I AM WRITING THIS IN ALL CAPS BECAUSE THIS IS THE WAY PEOPLE WITH MS COMMUNICATE WHEN CHATTING.
IT WAS 88 DEGREES TODAY AND I DIDN'T NOTICE IT UNTIL I WALKED 2 BLOCKS AND COULDN'T BRING A PINT GLASS TO MY LIPS.
I NEED TO QUIT DRINKING CAFFEINE (COFFEE), ALCOHOL (BEER) AND SMOKING (CIGARETTES).
I use to wonder and maybe...
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I AM WRITING THIS IN ALL CAPS BECAUSE THIS IS THE WAY PEOPLE WITH MS COMMUNICATE WHEN CHATTING.
IT WAS 88 DEGREES TODAY AND I DIDN'T NOTICE IT UNTIL I WALKED 2 BLOCKS AND COULDN'T BRING A PINT GLASS TO MY LIPS.
I NEED TO QUIT DRINKING CAFFEINE (COFFEE), ALCOHOL (BEER) AND SMOKING (CIGARETTES).
I use to wonder and maybe...
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thursday:
happy birthday
cehorse:
Thank you all for wihingme a happy birthday, I was in jail .
I spent a 105 days (first offense) for hitting a using, manipulating ex-girlfriend of mine who I tried twice to take off the streets. First time was 8 years ago in Seattle when she was on Heroin this time she is still on Methadone (buying illegally). The judge failed to notice those things.
But I am free (in more ways the one) and learned a lot of lessons.
I read a lot of LaVryle Spencer romance novels and am eager to put this know toward future romances. But I am just glad to be free.
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I spent a 105 days (first offense) for hitting a using, manipulating ex-girlfriend of mine who I tried twice to take off the streets. First time was 8 years ago in Seattle when she was on Heroin this time she is still on Methadone (buying illegally). The judge failed to notice those things.
But I am free (in more ways the one) and learned a lot of lessons.
I read a lot of LaVryle Spencer romance novels and am eager to put this know toward future romances. But I am just glad to be free.
I am actually a really nice, giving, caring man who can be the biggest asshole, arrogant, egotistical, insecure, childish bastard at times.
Man I am so fucking stupid.
Man I am so fucking stupid.