Saturday Nov 19, 2005

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Good day turned bad? Hmmm. Why am i so anti-socail? I hate bars, i hate alcohol, i cant stand drunk people and yet somehow i just subjected myself to it! I decided to stop drinking and thats hard, but overall it will be good for me. Its just the few people i know like to drink and i feel completely alone and i wish they understood me. This is really all i have.....to get on this computer and write what im feeling. Like a diary....but people can read it. Maybe someone can analyze me and tell me im not crazy, but i feel that is not the case. Oh well i should go to bed anyways.
deadsweetheart:
i know how you feel i dont drink or do drugs or smoke and well everyonei know drinks and the girl i have a thing for told me last night if she had the chance shed do acid again. So evethugh ive foudn a crowd of peopel who share some of the sma e musical interests as i do , the do not share the same i gues you coudl say lifestyle as i do ,,,and its nto that i preach against alcho hol and drugs ,,its jsut that i feel bad when someones doing drugs casue well ive been hurt by ALOT of peopel in teh past that do them ,,,i feel alone too........ wish you lived here.

Todd
mcates:
everybody is crazy. some less than others. I'd say you are a lot less.

oo,
m

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