cedar

ugh...hang over...

this weekend:
-hung out with a boy. go say hi. now. do it now.
-realized i miss a girl
-hoped to god this special mother fucker had a good birthday
-spent three days trying not to pet the cutest cat i've ever seen...very allergic...
-learned a lot about hardcore music
-went to 4 parties
-drank (total): 6 1/2 smirnoff ice, 2 heavy handed vanilla vodkas and coke, 1 heavy handed regular vodka and coke, 1/2 a beer, most of a midori sour, and a shot of strawberry stoli vodka...although i really don't doubt i'm forgetting something...
-finally saw the finished product of the new set i'm about to submit...i'm in fucking awe...
-ate some excellent pasta at 2 in the morning
-fell asleep in warm arms...
-dreampt of distruction
-had a mildly drunken conversation with my mother for the first time
-ate two amazing breakfast burritos from del taco. fuckin' yummy!!!!
-cooked an excellent lunch for new friends
-almost empited my bank account
-had a drunk boy do my hair
-listened to coheed and cambria's third album 15 someodd times

-realized just how much i truely love and appreciate the real friends in my life...

xoxox.finallyfeelslikeshebelongssomewhere.cedar



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