cedar

and i'm jobless again. i got fired yesterday, through a very non-descript email. didn't i just do this??
if anyone knows of a position opening in the hollywood area, in ANY field, please let me know.
traditionally i am a personal/office assistant, client and restaurant hostess, and occasional server, with mad problem solving skills, who works well under pressure, and actually cares about your business. i ghostwrite, photoshop, do tax prep, and excel spread sheet with the best of 'em, am fully functional on pc and mac, can work from home, work from the office, walk your dog, scrub your bathroom, and use windex like a ninja.
no, i don't drive YET. no, this has never really been a problem for me. yes, i should have a car in about two months. i've worked for porn stars, on film sets, in post production, for crazy restaurants, with animals, in ballet studios, and in heavy work load offices.
for the love of god, i need a job. now.


i have a tendancy to really open up and trust people after limited amounts of time.
i totally engulf myself in their lives and jobs and dreams, trying to help them achieve their goals.
and after a recent rash of really bad experiences with friends, employers and lovers, i've learned that this all was a terrible idea. just because you wholeheartedly care about someone, does not mean that they care about you back, even in the slightest. bosses and employers are not your friend, no matter how they act or what they say. people in this world are more concerned with their own lives than yours, even your best friend. and just because you call them your lover, doesn't mean they're going to treat you as if you were loved.