today and yesterday was complete shit.
It seems as of late people have been lying to me, family. every word out of her mouth is lies. Makes me sick everytime she speaks to me, just being around her annoys the shit out of me. She's hit rock bottom and is cramping my style. Everytime I turn around there she is, just to try and bring me down, she's a loved one and I can't turn my back on her, but I'm so close to throwing it down... My temper has been very short these last few days and I've been putting that energy into my work outs and art but god damn...I'm going to slug someone.
Work... where do I begin, I work with some strange women and just because I'm "different" from them I get shit for it. I haven't felt this out of place since high school haha. I'm thinking about getting a second job just in case I decide to leave the current one. I can't handle being around women... too much estrogen. On a side note. I may be going back to college in the summer, continue my art but it's still a passing thought. meh.
really need to get my priorties sorted out. mhm true story
I am in dyer need to get out of this city.
It seems as of late people have been lying to me, family. every word out of her mouth is lies. Makes me sick everytime she speaks to me, just being around her annoys the shit out of me. She's hit rock bottom and is cramping my style. Everytime I turn around there she is, just to try and bring me down, she's a loved one and I can't turn my back on her, but I'm so close to throwing it down... My temper has been very short these last few days and I've been putting that energy into my work outs and art but god damn...I'm going to slug someone.
Work... where do I begin, I work with some strange women and just because I'm "different" from them I get shit for it. I haven't felt this out of place since high school haha. I'm thinking about getting a second job just in case I decide to leave the current one. I can't handle being around women... too much estrogen. On a side note. I may be going back to college in the summer, continue my art but it's still a passing thought. meh.
really need to get my priorties sorted out. mhm true story
I am in dyer need to get out of this city.
It sounds like you need to get away for a bit.
If you go ahead with college, good luck and I hope it all works out.
Have some fun.