last saturday I did E and threw up like 4 times. It was fun though. It stinks in here. I'll fix that 
pumpkineater:
cleaning up puke is never fun...
I'm blond and there are scabs on my head. perhaps the 40 developer was too strong. 
suicide_bob:
I wanna see blond
for some reason I am just now discovering how fucking awesom Bikini Kill is. I like them way better then Le Tigre and I never even really liked punk or anythin like it. I think I just like girl bands especialy when they're feminist. I just got an ash catcher and it ROCKS!!!
tina:
awesome. the cup is great. and its way more natural and better for you.
Blah! I need stimulation! I could have gone to a metal show with my b-friend and some friends but I don't really like metal and there's no where to sit down. I'm such a wiener. I had my first appoinmemt witha counselor 2day but she had to cancel. That's good cuz I was really nervous about it 4 some reason. I get to go to...
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holden_caulfield:
Thank you for joining my new group. You are awesome. Please spread the word. Thanks again.
You mention that you are going to visit with a counselor for the first time, although you do not state why. I should let you know that there is an SG group here called "Depression Outlet" that might be very helpful to you.
You mention that you are going to visit with a counselor for the first time, although you do not state why. I should let you know that there is an SG group here called "Depression Outlet" that might be very helpful to you.
user09824097240:
I haven't gotten shitfaced in quite some time....hope you made it a good one!
I finaly got my scanner up and working. I just got my tax return the other day and I spent about $160 on clothes. I was gonna buy a bubbler but I can't afford it now cuz I wanna get a tatoo.I got my ears peirced today and they look so much cuter then I thought they would. I'm gonna have a hell of a...
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fusionface:
what are you thinking of getting tattooed?
Our media does nothing but pump us full of fear. It's bullshit. It so fucking hot here it's rediculous. Even sitting here typing is making me sweat. All I can do is lay naked and completely still. I think I'm gonna have to take a cold shower or something. My complex has a pool but I'm too scared to go swimming alone. POOP!
Is it normal to sit in the dark staring at nothing thinking about random things when I'm not stoned. I think about how I would make such awesome music videos if only I had the resources. I wander around my apartment from couch to chair to bed to doorframe. Looking around the room, looking in the mirror. Not really feeling anything. I know I'm special...
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panicfunction:
good god.
that's exactly what i do all the friggin time:
1. think about the awesome music videos i could make if i had the resources? Check.
2. wander around aimlessly? Check.
3. not really feel anything? Check.
4. know i'm special but no one else does? Check (well most of the time i know).
5. long for human interaction but too scared to initiate it? Check.
i'm really sorry that you're so afeared. it's true it keeps us all in check. i don't mean my above list to be in anyway belittling, i was stunned as i read it, i really do do all those things all the time.
that's exactly what i do all the friggin time:
1. think about the awesome music videos i could make if i had the resources? Check.
2. wander around aimlessly? Check.
3. not really feel anything? Check.
4. know i'm special but no one else does? Check (well most of the time i know).
5. long for human interaction but too scared to initiate it? Check.
i'm really sorry that you're so afeared. it's true it keeps us all in check. i don't mean my above list to be in anyway belittling, i was stunned as i read it, i really do do all those things all the time.
panicfunction:
yup, a life would be very nice here too.
no need to apologise though, i'm notoriously slack at checking back at the site, hence my late post. i don't actually do anything else though, and the computer is sitting in my room the whole time, it's just summoning the will. sometime i even can't face electronic people.
no need to apologise though, i'm notoriously slack at checking back at the site, hence my late post. i don't actually do anything else though, and the computer is sitting in my room the whole time, it's just summoning the will. sometime i even can't face electronic people.
Finaly, after 10 days of waiting and after 1 month of being sick, finaly, I am once again stoned. Finaly, I can take a breath with out bursting into a coughing spasm. Finaly, I can sleep through a night with out having to wake up after only 2 hours to a violent coughing fit that lasts an hour while I cry and convulse asking why...
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panicfunction:
Good things. glad you're back on your feet, envy you the weed.
panicfunction:
I think one of the things i hate about myself is that i do find fault in everything else in the world. There are lots of specific hates, i dont particularly want to list them. i suppose i am not a monster really, in the wife beating, small child raping sense, it is just the accumulation of the hates i hold for myself. Thank you, I shall buck up sometime i know, maybe soon.
Well I saw the nurse at my work today and she said I probably just have whatever bug it is that's going around. I'm just happy I don't have bronchitis again. I can't smoke yet but hopefully I will soon. I just had a crazy dream about too many things to type but the weirdest part was fugazi showed up out of no where and...
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user09824097240:
Good job on your C-! I probably wouldn't have even got that, lol. Feeeeeel better!!!
I'm sick again! It's not so bad though. I'm hungry. I wanna smoke but i shouldn't untill I feel all better. WAAAA!!!
I WANNA SMOKE!!!
I wish there was a cry baby smily.
I WANNA SMOKE!!!
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forreal42:
Hey Sorry you feel bad I hate to be sick no smoking or drinking is a bitch.I like it here so far althoe I don't think a
femanist forum is my cup of tea thanks for the suggestion
I hate to be sick no smoking or drinking is a bitch.I like it here so far althoe I don't think a
femanist forum is my cup of tea thanks for the suggestion
user09824097240:
I have a solution. get better fast! really, I hope you feel better. In the mean time drink lots of water and take some vitamins, it should help