cecibear143

I just spoke to a really old friend of mine yesterday. I've known him for 6 years. we were boyfriend girlfriend for like 3 or 4 months and then he moved out of state but we kept in touch. About a year and a half ago I got a call from him saying that he had been in an accident and that he was paralized from the neck down. I went to visit him for a day and that was the last time I spoke to him before yesterday. He said he might be moving back down here for college. Talking to him was great but it also sucked because it reminded me how much he really doesn't deserve to be in this position. I miss him. On a brighter side I might be doing some mushies soon. It's like going on a journey through my subconcious. I'm sure I'll have plenty to say about that. The world is full of sour flowers and bitter sweets. I think I can accept them.As long as I still have the ability to create something beautiful. piggies are so cute.