So I decided to stop with the stupid pills untill I can get a second opinion from some one who will actually take the time to talk to me. I just had my 20th b-day on the 11th and it was great. My b-friend got me a cd player for my car and he hung up balloons and stuff in our apartment to suprise me. Then he gave me my valentines day present early cuz he couldn't wait. It was an awesome care bears watch and a talking stuffed monkey. He's so great. My co-workers also gave a little after work party which was sweet. then my mom took me shopping and we went out for dinner with my sister and a family friend. I got this awesome corsette thing that looks so good. Is it wrong to look in the mirror and want to do myself this bad? The important thing is I've never felt more loved and I really needed it. I think I'm sick but that doesn't matter because I'm going to a party 2night and I'm gonna burn the place down with all my hottness in my new corsette thingy. 
Have a spanking good Valentine's Day!