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I'm officially in a rut. I can't stop thinking about all the fucked up shit. Sure I can get stoned and wach the simpsons but that only provides temporary relief. I guess that's just the way life goes. I truely believ the world would be a better place if humans were all gone. I just wached this peta video called meet your meat and it...
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panicfunction:
i don't know if it's better to ignore or not. i say stick it with the bong for a little and chill out. the shit won't go away while you're ignoring it and latter you can come back. Mind you, it's all fine advice but i don't think i could ever ignore the shit for long even with a bong.

And thank you very much for your comments. smile.

[Edited on Mar 01, 2004 9:44AM]
muddog:
Cranial Incarceration

My thoughts are like a river
That flows through endless chasms
Of forgotten vertigo
Who am I really
What is my purpose
For I sure would like to know

Sometimes I think of happier times
They seem so long ago
Then reality slaps me
Brings me back
For I'm not allowed to go

I guess I was chosen
For mental anguish
That torments me to the soul
Just when I'm ready to make my break
It always seems to know

Some day I'll escape
From inside its womb
Then I'll be free to go
But untill then this padded room
Will have to be my home.


Wrote this some time ago just felt like sharing it.
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Sometimes I just want to die. I should probably not watch the news ever. In just 30 minutes I've heard enough bullshit to really make me want to kill myself. But then they would win. A bunch of girls came forward at some college saying that they were raped by some of the members of their football team. Planned Parenthood has been subpoenaed for not...
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fusionface:
Don't watch the news. Watch cartoons. They're funnier. wink
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panicfunction:
Thank You. I did fall asleep, more out of sheer drunkeness than anything else, things aren't better but at least im not intoxicated and emotional. thank you.
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I havn't really had much to say latley. My spelling sucks. I have to write another essay by march 2nd. My last one was a joke and I still got a c- so I'm not too worried. Reach for the stars. My everlasting struggle for mediocrody continues. OH WAIT! My b-friend got me a promise ring with little diamonds and my birth stone(amethist) it's purdy...
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fusionface:
I pretty much stopped smoking. My bong's got more dust in it than water nowadays. I go through phases. During the course of the last year, that phase has been phasing out smoking all together. I just get too burnt out sometimes, and I don't like to feel so stupid when I get like that. But granted, tempt me w/some chronic and I'll hit it up no questions asked. wink
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fusionface:
good green is always healthier than brown. plus it only takes a bit to get sky high. shocked
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My lungs hurt frown
fusionface:
remember to use the water bong next time wink those cheap little pipes will kill you every time
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I went to a party friday night and got WASTED. Near the end of the night a fight broke out. Something about a table. Some one got mased and then every one had to leave. A couple friends of mine came back to my place to hang out and I don't remember a god damn thing that happened after they left. My b-friend told me...
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user09824097240:
thanks for the comment. I've never blacked out before but I'd imagine that it would be kinda scary.
punkche:
A few friends and I made it, the flyer.
We are putting this rally on in denver on Friday to counter a right-wing rally against marriage.
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So I decided to stop with the stupid pills untill I can get a second opinion from some one who will actually take the time to talk to me. I just had my 20th b-day on the 11th and it was great. My b-friend got me a cd player for my car and he hung up balloons and stuff in our apartment to suprise me....
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fusionface:
You shouldn't feel bad about wanting to do yourself after looking in the mirror. It sounds really sexy actually. Have fun at the party and don't do anything I wouldn't do (trust me, this leaves you w/plenty of options). Just remember, you don't have to stop celebrating your b-day after it is technically over. I celebrated mine for about 3 weeks straight this past Dec....it was definitely worthwhile too. Glad to see you're feeling better. Adios!
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fusionface:

Have a spanking good Valentine's Day!
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So I just finished an essay test for my internet course and it took all I had in me not to freak out and start crying and just drop the class. I've done almost none of the reading even though it's an awesome class but I think I did pretty good considering how close I came to just saying fuck it like I've done with...
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fusionface:
your doing better than me. I went through a total of 2 quarters of college. I dropped out after that. It felt like the 13th grade. Same people I saw from high school were there. These were not people I wanted to see. puke
Just remember, when you need a laugh, just watch Homer do something stupid. shocked
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I went to the doctor yesterday to get a referal to a counselor or something to discuss my anxiety and stuff. I fill out like 2 or 3 questionairs and the doctor (whome I've only known for like 3 minutes mind you)gives me a perscription for prozac and tells me it's a miracle drug and I shouldn't be afraid to try it. This is the...
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fusionface:
fuck prozac or any of the happy drugs. Just give yourself a nice long buble bath w/roses and aroma therapy candles burning. Throw in some wine or porto for good measure. Repeat.
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j0bber:
Yeah, fuck prozac. Watch "Braincandy," for good advice on happy pills. Also, get a decent doctor who'll talk to you and treat you like an adult. Ask him if he would give Prozac to his kids.
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so I was so hungover on saturday I puked 7 times. 7 TIMES!!! I only puke like that when I get the stomache flu. It's ok though cus I had tons of fun on friday night. I went to a costume party and danced and hung out with my 2 best friends. Then brandon and I went home and did it every which way. On...
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user09824097240:
damn thats a lot of cds! eeek
you sure seem like you have a lot of fun, except for the puking part puke
suicide_bob:
Sounds like a really fun/....not so fun at the same time evening. smile Glad you had a good time though
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There are few things I enjoy more in this world then getting stoned and listening to weezer b-sides and old school R&B.I like to pretend I can sing. Almost as much as I like to dance around in my underwear. Both at the same time is just heaven. Now I'm gonna go download pixies songs
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user09824097240:
I think you should go have a bit of heaven....and remeber to sing a little ditty for me,hehe.....speaking of dancing, I love dancing in my underwear....but it's definitly not a good site to see.... I am possibly one of the worst dancers I know, but havig fun is what matters...oh, and the underwear part, lol eeek
linklog84767:
I hope the new Pixies album is good. I can't wait to see them live again!!

Getting high and listening to music is grrrrreat!!
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AAAHHH! I have to write a paper on the origin of female subordination that's 6-8 pages long and It's due on the 29th. I havn't written a paper in so long I don't know where to start. I can't seem to find any good sources. WHAT TO DO!!!

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suicide_bob:
origin of female subordination, huh? thats easy, stupid men. smile
suicide_bob:
origin of female subordination, huh? thats easy, stupid men. smile
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I'm smoking a joint right now. biggrin ooo aaa
user09824097240:
power steering is vvvvery nice to have. in fact i just picked up a 78 toyota celica for $150, and it turns sooo great..no more parking problems for me. yay