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Today's been one of those days. Woke up feeling bleh. All day just felt in a daze. Like I couldn't really get a grasp on anything. Thoughts were scattered. Just going through the paces until I could get back home.
Hours later now I'm sitting here in a haze. I think I figured a few things out though. Things like lost youth and lost time....
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fashionista:
hahaha yessssssssssssss. too drunk. dangerous. lol
imspectr:
haha I can't either...something's wrong with me. lol
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Have you ever truly wanted to talk, but just didn't have any goddamn thing to say? It really sucks. That is today though. Just another scratch on the cell wall that is our lives. Another night of sleep. Another day tomorrow. Rinse and repeat...

And to anyone that watches "So You Think You Can Dance", Jakob shoulda won. By a longshot. Just my opinion though....
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imspectr:
It's just like any other advice, you take it and either use it or don't.
fashionista:
late or last? wink i guess that would be both lol
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"I can change anything, but I can't change human nature."
As time goes on, I feel more and more like Dr. Manhattan. Drifting away from humans all the while understanding them less and less. The more I learn, the less I know. Social situations start to look like math equations. People are either pluses or minuses. The total determines whether the situation is positive or...
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fashionista:
I love love love Lady Gaga!
And thank you for the compliment. biggrin
fashionista:
which song??
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Sunday night. A fairly quiet day in the house. Went and saw the movie "Everybody's Fine" this morning. Kind of a downer. I won't spoil it but be ready for some tears. I'm not really close with any of my family. So happy family movies make me sad, and dysfunctional family movies make me happy. This movie was some of both so it confused me....
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padre:
You know for a moment the profile picture fooled me. Only for a split second that is wink
So a slow Sunday & a movie. I actually got my brother to watch Lord of the Rings with me today, which is a miracle in itself haha
insideoutman:
going to ineedahandjob.com.....right now
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Saturday night. It's dark outside. Staring at this goddamn computer screen.
I'm drinking(too much) smoking(too much) and I'm alone.
Except for the dogs. Their always here. But I don't know why their giving me strange looks when I'm talking to them. I'm not even slurring my words yet.

I rather happen to like drinking alone sometimes. What better way for a little introspection. Sometimes find...
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padre:
Double dildo would be cool in real life, I don't really see myself witnessing such a thing as that. Maybe if I'm lucky partaking in it. But not witnessing others, then again I am young. We shall see...
insideoutman:
i think drinking alone at the house is pretty damn good way to relax, dont see anything wrong with it. it's drinking at a bar by yourself that's wierd (to me anyhow might be quite the time for other people)
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Wednesday huh?
Hump day you say?
Unfortunately just for the week and not me.

Fell asleep on the couch last night watching Hot Fuzz. Love that movie. Actually all of Simon Peggs movies. He's such a cutie.
I just really love English comedy. Pirate Radio was like the best movie I've seen in for who knows how long. The one-liners and how everything is said...
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_solipsist_:
unfortunately too tired for that at the moment.

I am huge on Simon Pegg. And I really enjoyed Pirate Radio. I've been od'ing myself on the soundtrack for a couple of weeks now.
eyerush:
I thought you said Super Fuzz and I was about to be really impressed. (Even if it is one of the worst movies of the eighties. Hot Fuzz though, haven't seen it (yet). I did like Shaun of the Dead a lot though.
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Coming to the end of another day in this timezone on this planet. Not good. Not bad. So so.
Started out good but turned sour later in the day.
I wish for a great day. The kind of day you answer when asked what was your best day. The kind of day that makes all the bad ones disappear. Not going to rant now, just...
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padre:
Really at the moment the best day for me would be the day I'm finally done moving into my own place. Preferably at the moment an apartment. I'll sit down on my couch or chair pop the TV on probably put on a movie or a video game & just revel in the silence knowing no one else is there to bother me.
Then maybe a hottie will walk in to pleasure me, but that's the fantasy part of it all haha
eyerush:
Here I go again, bringing up the irish stuff but 2 summers ago, I had a wonderful day starting with playing pool with an elder of the family in Ireland and ending in a giant family party to celebrate a wedding.

Any day that starts and finishes with friends and family and doing only things that are relaxing or fun constitute a perfect day for me. This Saturday is starting to look good.
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Today is my day off. A day alone. I like being alone but it was too quiet, I had to turn some music on. Hmm, too quiet? Maybe I don't like being alone? Left with our own thoughts. Thoughts that come in battalions. For those of us that are plagued with constant thought, it can be overwhelming. The phrase "I am my own worst enemy."...
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_solipsist_:
don't go to the grocery store stoned! I get in so much trouble that way. I come home with every cereal known to mankind and potato chips..... and no real food. lol

I've been spending too many hours in my own head these days. I need to get out.
padre:
I want that back man, I want to hate like that again. Sure I was miserable but I was a much healthier miserable tongue
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eyerush:
Moonbeam and I have a good grocery store story. I think about it quite often and yes, it does make the monotony of shopping become a little more interesting.
_solipsist_:
Well the multiverse theory has been rattling around my head for a week or so now, re: other situations. But it would hold true. Now if the I, me , us (whomever) could just tackle that pesky time space continuum thingy.....

Pot, whiskey and a divorce. I have a closet full of one of those items...... curing in all of it's blueberry hydroponic goodness...... I'll smoke one for you. lol
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The night has really taken hold now. Must go frequent a different room.
padre:
why a different room?