Hello SG community!
This is my first ever blog post and I just wanted to share some stuff if you don't mind me taking a bit of your time. I have not been apart of this community long. I have thought about joining for a long time just never did. I wish I had sooner, not only are all you beautiful people incredibly brave, gorgeous, and awesome for posting the pictures you do. You have a level of confidence I don't have yet but hopefully am working on. Now why I titled this love what you do is because a little BTS of me. I was never a confident person, I was super scrawny and bullied like I imagine most people were to a point in school. Low self esteem, not very attractive, and a big giant nerd for liking video games, and all the nerdy stuff. However in HS I realized I didn't care what others thought of me and fully embraced being a nerd. Now not extreme nerdiness but enough for me to get excited, however 4 years ago I wanted to break the stigma of people that play video games are lazy and that is all they do. I have shared this picture before but I will share again, This is me 7 years ago
Kind of dorky looking I know, so at this time I was 28 maybe 29 idk which. I had to get something upstairs and hurried quickly and was massively out of breathe. I thought this is not good for me to not even be 30 and winded just going up the stairs. I did a physical with my doctor just to see where I was at. I had a resting heart rate of 90+ Yikes! One day I was getting dressed for work and my pants were very tight and I had to make a decision. Get bigger pants or make a change, getting the bigger pants was the easy answer but that can be a very slippery slope. My pant size at this time was 34 x 34 so again just scrawny with a belly growing. I bought a workout bench from Walmart and the Body Beast program from beachbody. I got to work, now before this I built my first computer since again I am a nerd and I love it, but I wanted to learn new things as well. A few years ago I bought my first pellet smoker grill
and have learned how to cook way beyond what I thought I was capable of doing so much that all family parties they ask me to cook food and just recently here for my grandfathers 97th birthday I did pulled pork sandwiches. Plus during this time I wanted a motorcycle forever. I had one I got from a friend that needed a lot of work a 1982 Yamaha maxim jx650 but it required more time and money then I had so I sold it. I got a 2006 Suzuki bandit 600s and that ran well but I sadly had to sell it to have the down payment for my very first home since I was sick of renting. 2 years ago I finally was in the position to get a new bike and I got brand new off the lot with 2 miles on it a 2017 Kawasaki Z900, just recently I put some led lights on it to make myself seen easier in the dark but still with being a nerd I had some fun with a recent picture.
Yes that is the Mass effect helmet from the recent rerelease of the trilogy and I am wearing a N7 leather jacket. I am loving more and more myself during all this time, I built a new computer less than a year ago so I could start to learn how to make epic score music.
Now if you have made it this far I appreciate the time you have taken on reading my little blog post. Now I am 36 years old I have been busting my ass for 4 solid years taking care of myself and after all this time. I have learned to truly love myself because I have learned new things, pushed myself both physically and mentally with dealing with some major road bumps along the way. I feel like I am better looking now than I was 7 years ago.
and that I have become a beast.
For years and years I had people tell me I even if I started exercising I would never get any size but I would at best just look very toned. I didn't start to prove them wrong it just happened since I started working out for me and me alone. I tried to do this post awhile ago on my phone and that didn't work well.... Since I actually had a spare moment to post I decided I finally would. Thank you so very much if you took the time to read this. I imagine most will skip on past since they want to see hotties and not some random dude which I totally get. I just hope whomever reads this remembers to love what they do and not be afraid of trying new things. Have a wonderful evening!
