So this is it, my senior year. I'll be graduating in May IF I pass all of my classes. But that honestly puts me no where, with my GPA there isn't a grad program I could get into so I'll most likely be doing an extra semester or even two. But what happens after that? I have no idea what I want to do, I have no idea what I would be good at. I love psychology and I love the idea of helping people but I'm not good at it. I can't remember half of the things I've learned these past 3 years and I'm terrified of letting everyone down. The only thing I'm passionate about is baking and there is no way that I could afford culinary school or to even start a small business.
I'm losing my mind and it's bringing down all other aspects of my life. I'm taking my stress out on my boyfriend who is nothing but supportive and good to me, I take it out on my mom who has always been there when I needed her, and I'm taking it out on myself. Ever since this semester started I've been in a constant state of sadness and confusion because I need to be doing SOMETHING but I'm not. And I don't even know where to start.
What do I do? What do I want to do? How do I do something that makes me happy without letting my family down? How can I get out of this funk?
I'm losing my mind and it's bringing down all other aspects of my life. I'm taking my stress out on my boyfriend who is nothing but supportive and good to me, I take it out on my mom who has always been there when I needed her, and I'm taking it out on myself. Ever since this semester started I've been in a constant state of sadness and confusion because I need to be doing SOMETHING but I'm not. And I don't even know where to start.
What do I do? What do I want to do? How do I do something that makes me happy without letting my family down? How can I get out of this funk?
Get shit together.
Put distractions aside.
Work hard this semester.
Finish strong.
Relax.
Worrying about pleasing everyone will get you nowhere. Do what makes you happy. But seriously, graduate and then figure it out after that. Hit your short-term goals and then go from there.