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I don't want to say thank you for what you did to me all those years ago, but it made me a stronger person. Without the terrible things you did I wouldn't be the independent woman that I am today and I would still be making horrible decisions when it comes to the men I let into my life. I forgot how much pain you caused me up until recently, and I thank the person who made me remember. If I hadn't remembered I would start taking everything I have for granted again and that is something I am not willing to do. You took away a part of my life that I can never have back and that is so difficult for me to share with the man I am with now. But one day he will understand why I don't like talking about my previous relationships, and the reason is you. To this day my heart still stops when I see an old green ford taurus but I no longer cringe when I hear your name. You didn't win this battle, you wanted to bring me down and make me hurt but that will never happen. What you did to me brought about the strength and courage I have today to face the world.