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I can still smell the weekend in my hair in the form of the campfire smoke. Even after a shower it keeps haunting me in both amazing and terrible ways. I still feel the way my heart dropped when you told me that you felt like you loved me and how much it hurt when you said you still didn't want a relationship. So I...
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Why is all the rum gone? :[

Drained but rejuvenated from the past few days. I can't think about anything but you. How do you accomplish this?

Someone please pay me to sleep, eat, shower, and go to class. Or atleast pay my rent. 20 hours a week is not enough at the wage I am making. Orrrr does anyone know of any place that I can work from home that isn't a scam? Someone help save my bank account. :[

I don't want to say thank you for what you did to me all those years ago, but it made me a stronger person. Without the terrible things you did I wouldn't be the independent woman that I am today and I would still be making horrible decisions when it comes to the men I let into my life. I forgot how much pain you...
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fucking sinks.

Sorry it's been so long everyone. I've been busy moving in to my new place and working my tail off to make ends meat. But all is well and I love the new digs.

Things are going well in the male department for me recently which is quite shocking but pleasantly welcome.

I'm sure I will be back on here all the time now that...
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Happy Birthday to me :]

It's been raining since last week and I've been sleeping since then.

Again, no excitement in my life. I got a lot more done on the tattoo so I'll post pictures up later tonight if I have time.

Classes end in 3 weeks, and I cannot wait any longer.

Going on a month and a half of no physical contact with a person of my...
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Back to being 52 degrees outside for the next two days. Oh yes, and rain. LOTS of rain. I can't wait to get my feet soaking wet in large puddles while wearing the only brand of sneakers I have ever owned, converses. :] YAY

Okay, done with the negative. Lost comes on tonight and I am wetting myself with excitement. Two weeks is way too...
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