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so much has changed since my last blog. its been over a month since my good friend and brother Denver passed and I've stopped having nightmares and I dont cry every day, I miss him a lot, but I think I always will....He was someone who helped me to change a lot in the time that I knew him and I didnt see that he needed help and that really hurt me a lot. In the time since his passing my friend Alix has becme a total drunk, and its scary, but thats her way of coping, she's also dating Denvers close friend Shaffer and again thats their way of coping. Another close friend got engaged even tho they barely started dating, its their way of coping...so its been really tumoltuous......

me and my boyfriend are doing really well....I'm getting better at trusting him and myself...Im learning everyday how to be in a relationship (ive never been really good at them) and I love him so much...he's so fucking sweet and wonderful to me...he's really patient when i get freaked out about things....the only things that still bother me are small....and he's good about it....

it's really awesome to be with someone who cares so much about me.....

what else is new in my life? went to see the fratellis....and the kooks....and lcd scoundsystem....three of my top fave bands......which was fucking awesome......

umm...am still planning to send a set into sg..but ssomething crazy happened to stop me...first it was denvers death...and just random bad things with friends and shit...so.....but I am planning some awesome things....and as soon as I take some pics i will post spoilers!

xox