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i had like the worst day ever.........

i found out my best friend is moving to FLA....to be with her mom and nearer to her sisters..coz her parents are getting divorced and she is all depressed..her dad like got arrested and i dunno what happened...she wont even tell me...and thats bad.


im just really down about it....coz i dunno what i'll do without my partner in crime

and then my boyfriend got bad news about his friend maybe having cancer? and like he took it out on me kinda...not meaning to...and like we had a mean text war...and like he appologized but it just made my day worse...

and like. im already down coz life kinda has me on the verge of a breakdown....im totally broke. jobs suck....
im kinda having an identity crisis....lol..i just need to get away for a bit.....

i think in like a few weeks im gonna go snowboarding...or something...maybe break my leg?? lol...sounds like fun!!!


OOH in other news!! one of the NY photographers for SG got back to me today about mtg to set up a shoot and stuff! so YAAY! we had met over the summer but things got hectic for both of us and we never met up...but now we're gonna meet up soon and *fingers crossed* hopefully it will all go well....