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omg!! he answered!!

he's sick.....and i woke him up

just hearing his voice....and he called me sweetie.....and so i know things will b ok....


so i let him go sleep

and then......i started sobing....coz im so into this boy


to know me is to know i dont like people...lik i mean i dont get crushes or "like" people....coz when i do i get hurt.....and right now....i like this boy so much im hurting.....just hearing his voice...when he called me sweetie....it calmed me down suddenly everything i was panicking about went away....and suddenly....i felt happy.....and so i let him go sleep...and started sobbing.....coz i was so happy......and i realized exactly how much i like him.....

and how scared that makes me.....

I like him so much i cry when i hear his voice. and i cry knowing we are not nescesarily going to work out.....and im sobbing now just hearing his voice.....coz it was so sweet.......
i heart him. and i miss him. and ive only known hin for such a short time....and even tho weird things happend this weekend as well as good.....i still hope so much that we can make it work


jesus fukin christ. this is sooo not me!!! im such a bitch and a tough girl!! and here i am sobbing over a boy!!!! hahaha.......

oh god i am sooo fukin happy!!!!

xox
the playboy bunny with the bleach blonde hair