well my boyfriend and i broke up 
its awful how you can give your heart to someone and they just take it and break it into a million pieces. it sucks. im totally shattered right now. And I dont exactly know what to do. just trying to pick myself back up and keep going i guess. I love him so much which is the worst...
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its awful how you can give your heart to someone and they just take it and break it into a million pieces. it sucks. im totally shattered right now. And I dont exactly know what to do. just trying to pick myself back up and keep going i guess. I love him so much which is the worst... Read More
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charlesmanson:
I'm really sorry, but don't hate mens...they aren't all the same 
bri_bri:
that sucks. i'll be cliche. it's better to have loved and lost than to never have kicked him in the balls. oh, wait that's not right. you get the idea.
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method:
I SO can't get enough of your extreme sexiness!
cbomb:
Good times
so much has changed since my last blog. its been over a month since my good friend and brother Denver passed and I've stopped having nightmares and I dont cry every day, I miss him a lot, but I think I always will....He was someone who helped me to change a lot in the time that I knew him and I didnt see that he...
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jfm:
love your pics, very sexy
cuky:
I love your new profile picture!!!
Wow. I havnt really blogged for real in a while. And this one is no different. I just dont have time. I'm sick. I've been to wasted. Ever since Denver died I've done nothing but cry, have nightmares at night, an drink lots of Powers Irish Whiskey in his honor. I got a memorial tat for him. The Powers logo on my inner right wrist....
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azueleod:
Here is my 2 cents worth, and I have seen quite a few friends pass away over the years.
No you should not feel guilty about moving on with your life. They would not want you to feel guilty about getting over them, at least that's they way I look at it.
I don't morn my friends, I celebrate their memory and how they touched my life. I remember them fondly and they will always be with me wherever I go till the end of my days. Yes there will be sadness and there is nothing that can be done about it and shouldn't.
In my honest opinion, you should be celebrating Denver's life and how it affected you, and not his loss. Remember the good times and remember him always. That's the best advice I can give.
I hope this helps you in some way.
No you should not feel guilty about moving on with your life. They would not want you to feel guilty about getting over them, at least that's they way I look at it.
I don't morn my friends, I celebrate their memory and how they touched my life. I remember them fondly and they will always be with me wherever I go till the end of my days. Yes there will be sadness and there is nothing that can be done about it and shouldn't.
In my honest opinion, you should be celebrating Denver's life and how it affected you, and not his loss. Remember the good times and remember him always. That's the best advice I can give.
I hope this helps you in some way.
amonn:
Near Salem >? but that is da Bomb Shell LOL 
Thanx fud da add...
Thanx fud da add...
I lost a good friend early saturday morning. I cant even sit here and write this right now. I'm too heartbroken and I feel too sick. But I had to put these wrods down so that everyone knows whats going on. I will express my devestation later. When I've calmed down a bit. Had some shots in my body and can see thru my tears...
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azueleod:
I'm sorry to hear that . I know it's rough, I've lost quite a few friends over the years. If you need someone to talk to, shoot me a line sometime.
. I know it's rough, I've lost quite a few friends over the years. If you need someone to talk to, shoot me a line sometime.
pixiestyx:
so sorry love,
nothing heals it but time and friends.
If it was his time and he was ill
you know it's for the best
we miss people but they're still here
in thoughts
and songs
and words
and hearts.
so sorry love,
I'll have a shot tonight
in his honor........
nothing heals it but time and friends.
If it was his time and he was ill
you know it's for the best
we miss people but they're still here
in thoughts
and songs
and words
and hearts.
so sorry love,
I'll have a shot tonight
in his honor........
quick post:
I'M GOING TO SEE THE KOOKS IN MAY!! FUCK YEAH!!!!!
i have a ton to update but no time right now!
xox
I'M GOING TO SEE THE KOOKS IN MAY!! FUCK YEAH!!!!!
i have a ton to update but no time right now!
xox
i had like the worst day ever.........
i found out my best friend is moving to FLA....to be with her mom and nearer to her sisters..coz her parents are getting divorced and she is all depressed..her dad like got arrested and i dunno what happened...she wont even tell me...and thats bad.
im just really down about it....coz i dunno what i'll do without my partner...
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i found out my best friend is moving to FLA....to be with her mom and nearer to her sisters..coz her parents are getting divorced and she is all depressed..her dad like got arrested and i dunno what happened...she wont even tell me...and thats bad.
im just really down about it....coz i dunno what i'll do without my partner...
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ayako:
Thanks for the comment, it made me feel better, I still don't know if I want to or not, but maybe I'll change my mind 
I just want a full C... but I dunno.
Good luck with the photography thing! It seems like your day is already getting better, eh? ^_^
I just want a full C... but I dunno.
Good luck with the photography thing! It seems like your day is already getting better, eh? ^_^
nicefromice:
Thank you so much for your comment on my blog
NEW SET IDEA!
Hey guysss!! the time is right for me an SG HOPEFUL to take a new set of pics...I had to wait til Feb to send in my new set and I was so sad about the way my last one came out, I hated my photographer and it showed in the pics....BUT! speaking to my boyfriend, we talked about what a set...
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Hey guysss!! the time is right for me an SG HOPEFUL to take a new set of pics...I had to wait til Feb to send in my new set and I was so sad about the way my last one came out, I hated my photographer and it showed in the pics....BUT! speaking to my boyfriend, we talked about what a set...
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they turned off my heat
and im freezing
the bastards.........
and im freezing
the bastards.........
brett:
Blagh that sucks. Whats with NYC always getting fuct over for water n heat??
well....Thom has pretty much met all my friends...and so since we really are getting serious pretty fukin quickly it was time I met his brother and his friends...and since his bro and his best friend are his only family who live here, its a huuuge deal to meet them and that they like me.....
last night I went to meet them.....I was so nervous i...
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last night I went to meet them.....I was so nervous i...
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babyjane:
aw thats so cute, i'm glad ur a happy Kitten! xoxo
OMG! i havnt blogged in like forever it feels.
My birthday was awesome!!! about 2 weeks ago I finally met a boy i have been talking to online for like a month and we really hit it off. and for the past two weeks we have been seeing eachother non stop. He is scottish complete with the sexy accent!!! and he even wore his kilt...
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My birthday was awesome!!! about 2 weeks ago I finally met a boy i have been talking to online for like a month and we really hit it off. and for the past two weeks we have been seeing eachother non stop. He is scottish complete with the sexy accent!!! and he even wore his kilt...
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exodus43:
Congrats on everything. Happy belated birthday. Hope all is going well
exodus43:
Roses are red. Violets are blue. Me so horny! What about you?
Happy Valentines Day!
I thought these were funny, there are actually a whole bunch.
Happy Valentines Day!
I thought these were funny, there are actually a whole bunch.
ugghhh! i have walking pnumonia.....hahah...MY FAULT but still. it blows.....but do i stop partying? NOOOO
i went to a CHIBA-KEN show at snitch bar and had a blast. I had to play merch girl...which was fun but im apparently no good at it...lol...i was fun and loud and screaming for ppl to buy stuff but i guess no one waas feelin it coz everyone was...
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i went to a CHIBA-KEN show at snitch bar and had a blast. I had to play merch girl...which was fun but im apparently no good at it...lol...i was fun and loud and screaming for ppl to buy stuff but i guess no one waas feelin it coz everyone was...
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dyingvirginberry:
happy birthday!!!
