cayce

i hate feeling like i have everything to say and nothing to say at the same time.

i'm so wound up tonight, i feel like i had caffeine even though i gave it up a month ago.

i miss auralpleasure and wish he was around to talk more.

i miss having great phone conversations, and wish i was still friends with the person i had them with. it makes me sad he's not my friend anymore.

this is kinda a downer journal entry, but for the record i'm not in a downer kinda mood. i think i'm just feeling nostalgic or something. sometimes i can remember a moment or a time in my life so vividly, that it seems wrong i can't go right back there and experience it again. i'm not saying i want a do-over, because i don't believe in that. i just want to feel it again, almost like a movie, but more real.