YAAAARGH! it sucks not having internet at uni!
I expected going to uni to be a life changing experience but I never dreamed it would be what it has turned out to be...The past week or so has just been a rollercoaster of experiences and emotions! Excitement, Fear, Happiness, Independence, Loneliness, Confidence, Humour, Joy....I could go on and on...
Theres so much to balance, relationships, work, play...oh yeh and rent! Its so expensive and its looking like I'll have to give up my place this year, I just cant afford the rent! Commuting will have to do until next year when I've cleared all my debt. *swallows her pride* CREDIT CARDS ARE EVIL AND FROM SATAN! DONT GO THERE!
Thing is as much as I'm enjoying what I'm doing, I really have no idea what I'm going to do at the end of these 3 years, and as much as I want to sort it out now and be guarenteed a job at the end, I know it really doesnt work that way..Plus when ever I think about it, it just ends up in one big headache, something which I dont need when I already have enough stuff to think about with my Living costs and Work load.
I've developed alot more respect for my parents over the past month. I dont know how theyve managed to get one child through higher education let alone trying to get a second through...especially on such a low income. To think that they support both me and my sister on a salary lower than what i was earning at Monsoon last year is inconceivable...but yet they do it.
Hopefully this 3 years will be worth it...and hopefully everything will just unfold in time and I'll finally know what I want to do at the end of it all. I'm happy with what I'm doing and i guess happiness is the best way to go...even if I am poor through-out it all...
I expected going to uni to be a life changing experience but I never dreamed it would be what it has turned out to be...The past week or so has just been a rollercoaster of experiences and emotions! Excitement, Fear, Happiness, Independence, Loneliness, Confidence, Humour, Joy....I could go on and on...
Theres so much to balance, relationships, work, play...oh yeh and rent! Its so expensive and its looking like I'll have to give up my place this year, I just cant afford the rent! Commuting will have to do until next year when I've cleared all my debt. *swallows her pride* CREDIT CARDS ARE EVIL AND FROM SATAN! DONT GO THERE!
Thing is as much as I'm enjoying what I'm doing, I really have no idea what I'm going to do at the end of these 3 years, and as much as I want to sort it out now and be guarenteed a job at the end, I know it really doesnt work that way..Plus when ever I think about it, it just ends up in one big headache, something which I dont need when I already have enough stuff to think about with my Living costs and Work load.
I've developed alot more respect for my parents over the past month. I dont know how theyve managed to get one child through higher education let alone trying to get a second through...especially on such a low income. To think that they support both me and my sister on a salary lower than what i was earning at Monsoon last year is inconceivable...but yet they do it.
Hopefully this 3 years will be worth it...and hopefully everything will just unfold in time and I'll finally know what I want to do at the end of it all. I'm happy with what I'm doing and i guess happiness is the best way to go...even if I am poor through-out it all...
kreatinkaos:
No internet at uni ?
cavegirl:
yeh there is but i only just got the card to access it!