Alrighty.... This is what is new in my brainstew. My husband called today from Kuwait and we had a long ass talk. Here's what alot of it came down to, a)he sent me flowers for our anniversary and totally caught me off guard, b) we were talking about me losing my babyweight and how to do it. plus the incentive of if I get my body back I could submit to SG and become a pinup! so Im excited and can't wait to lose all this weight thats been plaguing my body. My only vice is that my entire life I have struggled with eating disorders and habits of that sort. Right now I just have to keep my motivation full tilt and ask for help because its another one of those things that I hate doing. All that matters is that I have have the support that I need and thats what I have. So lets start dropping weight and getting in shape! I cant fucking wait! 
noneone69:
i think you look quite lovely