Well I have had a dream about her every night for about a week and in every one I help her or rescue her from somthing and my overwhelming feeling that she needs me won't go away so I decided to just say screw it cuz we were best friends and email her (I can't call cuz she is out of town with family) and tell her if there is anything she needs to get a hold of me and if I'm wrong and everything is good that I'm sorry for disturbing her. I just sent I don't know if I will get a reply or not but oh well maybe it will help get some of the weight off my shoulders 
well I'm glad. that'll at least lift the burden off your shoulders a little. hopefully it's nothing. but maybe she'll email you back and need you. you never know. it's good to put yourself out there for someone.