catthepirate

I'm so happy! I talked to my dad and I'm either going to stop taking classes for a while or cut back to 1 class a term. I'm so so so happy right now. I feel like a huge weight has been lifted from me. I finally helped him see that school is not for me right now and I'm not a good investment becuase I just am a fuckup at this point and have no study skills and dont want to be there right now
so now i can focus on getting a job, my photography, my writing and saving up to open our coffee shop/ poetry community space
and now i can live life!
Matt an i are also thinking about getting our TESOL certificates and teaching english in either spain, the netherlands or france for a year
it would be so much fun
i feel like my eyes are really open and seeing everything as an opportunity
im so excited to live
i feel like i've finally been born