catthepirate

how do i always find enough energy to write about the ambition of cleaning but never enough energy to actually do it.
i know that if you say it is impossible
than it is
but seriously
it is


soon oh sooon it will be time to move

i am so bored i want to scream and light things on fire and cry and crawl up and sleep or die forever. All of those things at once.
Matt is gone for the weekend
I feel like crap
Im poor, fat and ugly and stuck in this horrible apartment. the walls are getting closer I can feel it
i want to move
i really...
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im watching 'mission organization' on HGTV and they are doing this ladies studion apartment, which looks like a mansion compared to ours.
god damn i hate this place
i am hoping this will help me
i have 1 hours till i need to get ready for work and I have to be there at 4, and i have already done some awesome damage control on...
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sooooo on a surprise play by me, i decided to try and improve my mood by getting prettied up, buying flowers down on the other corner and take my matt out to a movie, The Producers. Being a complete sponge for musicals I couldln't help but go in expecting to lap it up. But this one was the sponge, and sucked. Visually it was awesome,...
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i have no motivation to clean
i was going to clean all day
and now its almost one and I havent done anything
i made pancakes and coffee to try and get me motivated

i have to pick matt up at four so there probably be wont much cleaning after that
i think Im gonna put something on tv that will make me want to...
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soooo quit my new job
but still have a paycheck coming from them so thats nice
job interview on monday for the assistant activities director at a senior nursing center
uuuuuuuuuuuuuuugh im tired

dont want to go to work
its the new year
and its too fucking early
crap crappy mccrapperson
oh well its money and i like and need money

matt's sister and brother in law are coming down to visit today, they have a specific purpose for visiting but I dont know if I'll be able to deliver.
hopefully i will
its cold
i like the...
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believe it or not, i caught myself watching the season finale of nip/tuck last night. i dont even watch the show but those fucking previews make you think you do.
I turned it off before it was over, and then I had to look it up to see what happened
lets just say I was shocked
and doing the WHAT!? OH MY GOd!?!?! HOW THE?!?!...
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Soooo 2nd day at new job, longest day ever i swear.
2nd day going to the gym , i hurt. a lot.
then i worked for 5 hours, but i didnt sit down once, and this was after running and stairmaster

my work makes delicious food
deeeeeelicious

i hate hate hate hate hate this apartment
I hate it so much
i hate everything about it
i want to burn it down, badly

i am very angry today, and here is why
the dishes have been promised to be done weeks ago
and guess what is sitting in the kitchen sink!
the clothes were supposed to be washed when we were in brookings...
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happy birthday to my daddy

jamaican ginger ale is awesome
its so spicy and not nearly NEARLY as sweet
everyone should go pick themselves up a bottle of it
i do do do recommend it so very much