catthepirate

so is it horrible to start a long distance email only talk dirty to me relationship with a guy whom i never got to get it on with while he lived here but he is my ultimate dream fuck while i'm simultaneously persuing an 'i wanna make sweet love to you and hold you forever and ever' real relationship here? i sure as fuck hope...
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so now i've decided i'm not a vegan, but i'll eat dairy only when there isnt another option available. such as brie. mainly its for the brie. but its soy and rice and everythign substatuted whenever i can. its mainly for convenience and i'm still staying away from meat. since i'm doing the whole thing for animal rights. i love the animals.

and i love...
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its too fucking early to be up for work. no one should work at 6am

boooooooooredom. lets see what has happened since i last updated. matt turned 21. we went to safeway at midnight and he bought hard cider and champagne which we have yet to drink. he just got back from brookings. i cut my hair off. allll off and then cut it again and now its darkest brown (almost black) because i didnt like the red chunks i...
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hot date #2. herpes gone. montage green mac and mud pie. hookah and hand holding. wanted to give him a kiss but amanda got home before he left. invited him down for snuggles if he wasnt too tired after his homework. oh how i miss a kiss.

matt and i went out on our 'hot date' tonight. we went to chinese food in chinatown, powels and a walk and plaid pantry. now he's playing guitar and humming while the tv searches for signals. oh how hot.

damn you viral infections!!! Now i finally have someone to kiss and wanna kiss -oh-so-bad and i have a stoopid cold sore pop up in the middle of today. DAMN IT! oh well
it just makes the snuggling that much more appreciated.

we kissed

wow a lot to say , lets see how well i paraphrase.
sooo wanted this creepy guy, who was super hot, now he is moving away and dropped out. but things with my best guy friend, matt, have escalated.
matt, oh matt, things with matt have always had a sexual tension element to them. and we would joke about it. he is basically my twin....
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update

the coast guard said 'sorry for everything' after i pretended to have a talk with him as amanda instead of myself. but i dont think he understands or cares. whatever.
euromotion kid is supposed to call me maybe tonight. we will see. he may be down for some hanging out. and i would like to hang out with him.
crazy kid from SHAC who looks...
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