I have admittedly been not doing so well on my weight loss and not been taking great care of myself as of lately (the past three months) BUT that all stops on Tuesday, Once I get some healthy eating choices and pre-made meals for the next few weeks. I am continuously going to make a serious effort to become the healthy and better looking person I deserve to be. I really feel that I can do this if I put my mind and heart into getting better, not eating out any more and eating smaller portions. I'll be weighing myself more and posting my results on here. I really feel I owe it to myself to get back to my 140 lb body type that I used to have. I so badly want to be okay with showing my body off again. And honestly right now I don't feel great about it quite yet. Although I will be taking pictures of before and after, I think I was a bit too ambitious before about going all out and taking pictures this weekend. I Just don't feel good enough about myself yet. Of coarse there are things that everyone doesn't like about there own bodies but checking out all the lovely ladies on here I'd feel really strange as it sits about my body and even though I get complements and such I still feel that I need to start feeling great first about my body and then after show some pictures I take while progressing. :)
That being said having you guys supporting me will be fantastic! and I thank all of you that have been talking to me already.