It's been forever since I blogged. There's been a million changes in my life. I still frequent this site like everyday but hardly update bc what do I have to say about my life. It's up and down like everyone elses. But I found that I'm pregnant. Monday I took three tests all different brands too lol n I just feel the change. I was late n I'm very regular. So I'm 22 and am currently moving into my boyfriends parents house, I was prior to knowing the news. My boyfriend doesn't work. Only I do. And I don't have health insurance. There's 2 adults, 2 babies, and me n my bf all at the house. And I wanna have the baby. I'm not unhappy about being pregnant. And everyone of my friends is calling me a fool very rudely and blatantly. They're saying I'm selfish. And I don't understand what I'm getting into. I feel unhappy that I'm so looked down upon. And there's nothing I can say back without lowering down to their level of rudeness. "ur entitled to ur opinion," I say and "I'll live with my choices." they tell me people r laughing at me. Does this mean I have awful friends? I believe that there's stating ur opinion n then there's being impolite and degrading. I'm an adult. I made the choice to have sex and I'm not running from or killing the consequence. I'm in a good relationship with my bf despite his lack of income. I believe he'll shape up. I wanna apply for welfare insurance and get started on prenatal care. I'm waiting for a day off work which is next Monday. I wish I could just be happy all the time with my decision n not let my "friends" remarks tear me up like they are.
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boom:
She's a puggle! 
jr76libra:
your last statement stands out. make yourself happy! I can assure you that they aren't the ones that are going to doing it. Do what you feel. you should take a day to just be by yourself for a cpl hours and think about things without interuption or advice from outside your own feelings. when you've come to the decision, you'll know.....