catrina

Soooo some shitty/ annoying shit has happened. That club I got hired to well I worked one day and I worked so hard that I am sick and have been sick for like 4-5 days and I only made $140 : ( They put me on stage seriously like 50 times! So the next day I took off to rest and went in the following day and when I got there the manager called me to his office and said the owner said my "look" wasn't right for his club so that I couldn't work there anymore... FUCKIN WOW. The manager said he was sorry and I told him it was cool and that it obveously was out of his hands but that it would have been nice for them to call me before I drove all the way there, and I also let him know to tell the owner I called him a bigot and a faggot and asked if he hated black people too. And as if that didnt suck enough I didnt drive myself there so I had to get ahold of robert to come back for me and that took about 30 mins because his ringer was off and he was at the comic book store haha so I was sitting in the club taking shots of whiskey and having a pint trying to hold back tears finally when Robert got there I started balling and than Robert had to let me know a friend of ours passed away the night before!! It was all bad seriously the worst day I've had in awhile I cried a lot.

Soo it has been a bit better since that day still looking for a job and I am now in the process of getting my dancers license witch is not cheap so that i can work at the clubs in san diego. I have seriously applied so many places I am over it I need some work dangit! Hopefully I'll at least be dancing again by thursday.

I am a negative nancy. Sorry : ) Maybe I'll get a fuckin job and have something happy to write sooner than later haha

Time for bed.