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So this is the new year and I dont feel any different

The bruise on my ass from hitting rock bottom tells a different story. The external changes can be seen in the darkness under my eyes. The internal changes are all mine and my body still aches from climbing out of the hole.

But after conception, your body lay cold
And withered through autumn...
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grizz3rd:
Oh you flater me so blush it is only people like your self that bring out the best in me and for that I say thank you love love love love love love love love love love love love love love
speedphreak:
If I could save time in a bottle
The first thing that Id like to do
Is to save every day
Till eternity passes away
Just to spend them with you

If I could make days last forever
If words could make wishes come true
Id save every day like a treasure and then,
Again, I would spend them with you

But there never seems to be enough time
To do the things you want to do
Once you find them
Ive looked around enough to know
That youre the one I want to go
Through time with

If I had a box just for wishes
And dreams that had never come true
The box would be empty
Except for the memory
Of how they were answered by you

But there never seems to be enough time
To do the things you want to do
Once you find them
Ive looked around enough to know
That youre the one I want to go
Through time with
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i feel like i should update, however i don't really have anything to say.

tomorrow i drag my lazy ass to the gym. my metabolism is aging like the rest of me blackeyed
acidevangelist:
I am feeling better, thanks. I still can't sit for more than a few minutes at a time.

Thanksgiving was good, spent the day at my parents house. I got to see my niece again, she is 5 months old and totally adorable.

The rest of my weekend has been shot to hell, obviously. I feel like my body is beginning to betray me.

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I saw Polar Express this afternoon and felt an occasional tear run down my cheek throughout the movie. For anyone who needs to be reminded of the magic of Chirstmas this movies is a must see. For anyone wanting to be filled with the holiday spirit run out to your local theater. For those just in need of a good movie experience I highly reccomend...
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grizz3rd:
I hope you haave a fantastic week BIG HUG love love love ALWAYS
grizz3rd:
All that matters is that I am thankfull for beautiful,wondeful friends like you
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by the end of the week i will be in possession of a galley copy of Tori's book Piece by Piece , which won't be released until February!

biggrin biggrin biggrin biggrin biggrin biggrin biggrin biggrin biggrin biggrin biggrin biggrin biggrin biggrin biggrin

I love having well connected friends YIPPEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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grizz3rd:
Have a wondedrful Thanksgiving
cybele:
Hurray! for Tori and friends in high places!!! smile

Happy Thanksgiving, luv! Enjoy that bisque! Nummy!

xxxoo
Bete
love kiss love kiss
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I want to run, but there is no place to go

I want to take a walk and hold a loving hand

I want to feel

I want the rain to stop so the dogs stop making a mess of my floors

I want a little house filled with a lot of love

I want words spoken not yelled

I want to go out to...
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catdad:
Don't forget that anti-depressants often allow your brain to produce the chemicals it is supposed to be producing naturally, but for whatever reason isn't.

And if you have broadband, I highly recommend Jennifer Terran. She has drawn a few comparisons to Tori and has some samples on her website. Enjoy.
cybele:
Apple martinis!! Divine!! And which chick-flick shall we watch?
"Thelma and Louise" sounds DAMN appealing. smile

I'm better today, though. And YOU, sweet Catie? Better?
kiss kiss kiss
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sadness is a hard thing to overcome. especially when the sadness is just there. there doesn't seem to be a source of it and there doesn't seem to be an end to it. it just exists. because i let it exist.
i've lost the ability to find myself. to nurture my inner self. to be.
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tangledupinblue:
The problem right now is no piece for trash.

Sorry you be blue.
josephene:
thinking about you... kiss
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Currently, Tori is putting the finishing touches on The Beekeeper, which she's recording and self-producing in her UK studio Martian Engineering. On songs like "Sweet the Sting," "Sleeps with Butterflies," and "Ribbons Undone," Tori incorporates vintage organs, Afro-Cuban drums and Gospel choirs, working once again with longtime partners, drummer Matt Chamberlain and bassist Jon Evans.

"The Beekeeper is musically inspired by the fact that the...
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josephene:
Who's Tori? wink
cybele:
Hurray for Tori! (And all we strange little girls.) wink


kiss love kiss
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For any of you who might be tempted to ask Santa for a Digi-draw for Christmas, I must warn you against it...what a piece of crap!!!

I have family in town this weekend. Sorry I have been out of touch with everyone. I will update on Tuesday when my house is empty and quiet again.

I hope you are all having a fabulous weekend! kiss kiss
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jerry031:
Most of the things I've learned, I've learned too late. Have fun with the fam.
cybele:

kiss love from Tori and moi.

[Edited on Nov 16, 2004 2:29PM]
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I'm back from Dallas and retail therapy biggrin My Christmas shopping, I am happy to report is 99% DONE! I KICK ASS! smile

Two majors highlights from the weekend

1. DSW Shoe Warehouse. I went on a huge DSW shoe shopping spree when I left DC over 4 months ago. Much to my dismay there is no DSW in Little Rock. Stepping into the store in...
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remyx:
you must still be in shopping bliss from last weekend. whatever (ha!)

hope this weekend is as good biggrin
ARRR!!!
siqkat:
I like darker hair kiss
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A voice from my past came in the form of an email today: a voice with incredible insight into who I am. A voice that seems to have the answers I have been desperately seeking. I havent spoken to this person in over a year. Yet, all it took was an email from me, not more than 2 small paragraphs long, and he knew what...
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crushjunkie:
Hello. How have you been? smile
siqkat:
Thank you. I think you may have helped me too. smile How was Dallas??