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It's raining today. I took the dogs out, put my big dog Rufus into his kennel (don't want him eating my house while I'm gone) grabbed my purse and as I am about to leave the house I realize I forgot something. Since I am always running late I take off full sprint through the house toward my bedroom. The flip flops I was wearing were still wet from being outside and my floors are hardwood. As I am making the turn into my bedroom I slipped and came crashing to the floor in a forward motion, knee first then shoulder, and rolled into the bedroom onto carpet and didn't move for a moment. My knee and entire arm from shoulder to wrist instantly began to throb (sucks getting old). In that moment everything came crashing down around me, fear, anger, hurt, frustration, betrayal, sadness, everything that I internalize on a daily basis and I curled into the fetal position and began to cry. Not just a few little tears, I sobbed. Rufus, confined to his kennel in the bedroom witnesed the entire display and began to whimper, howl, and try desperately to get out of his cage. My short fat bulldog came over and licked my face and my 3 year old daughter who was waiting for me in the kitchen came over to me, handed me a cookie and said with a smile "Here Mom, have a cookie." I sat up, she curled into my lap, and as the last few tears fell from my face onto her head, she and I shared a cookie as I clung to her tightly.

Other news, BUNCO was a HUGE success! With whiskey slush how could the evening go wrong?! I will get you the recipe Remyx. AND there is a little leftover so maybe I will finish it off this evening...seems like the day for it.

"Don't waste your time on me you're already the voice inside my head..."

It's been a Blink kinda week...