cathenaw

mark and i went for a drive just then. the sky is insanely clear tonight. and it's so cold that it felt like my face would crack in the breeze.

i miss old system. self-titled, or even toxicity. back when they were so weird that people thought they were weird. now their sound is changing, and i don't really enjoy it as much. -sigh-

know what's wonderful? meaningful conversations with close friends.

i recieved great news tonight. an old friend is back in town and we're going to try to get together. a chance to explain, and apologize, perhaps? hopefully. keep your fingers crossed for me.

i want a new pierce.

this entry is so random and pointless, but i like it. when i read it back to myself, it sounded exactly how i'm feeling right now, in print. great.

i am bored. so bored, in fact, that i stole this from a journal and did it. also, it's 5am and i cannot sleep.




[A is for age:] - 20.
[B is for booze of choice:] - wine or champagne.
[C is for career:] - student.
[D is for your dad's name:] - eric.
[E is for essential items to bring to a party:] - condoms, alcohol, a positive, friendly attitude.
[F is for favorite song at the moment:] - anything christmas.
[G is for favorite game:] - love.
[H is for hometown:] - st. john's, nl.
[I is for instruments you play:] - none well enough to mention.
[J is for jam or jelly you like:] - strawberry.
[K is for kids?] - fortunately, no.
[L is for last kiss:] - two weeks ago?
[M is for mom's name:] - debra.
[N is for name of your crush ] - pretty bartender with long blonde hair.
[O is for overnight hospital stays] - nil.
[P is for phobias:] - heights, water, cancer, the dark, death, insects, dogs, mediocrity, being alone.
[Q is for quotes you like] - i'm not big on quoting.
[R is for relationship that meant the most ] - impossible to say, they've all meant so much for many different reasons.
[S is for snacks you like:] - rice crispie cookies.
[T is for time you wake up] - varies.
[U is for underwear:] - never.
[V is for vegetable you love:] - corn.
[W is for weekend plans:] - christmas! a.k.a drunk.
[X is for x-rays you've had:] - ankle, back, head, lungs.
[Y is for yummy food you make:] - homemade pizza.
[Z is for zodiac sign:] - libra.