Here we are Wednesday and another day closer to the weekend.
The day before yesterday I came to a decision that I am about to enter the second stage of my life, and decided that this stage did not easily accomodate my lip piercing which i've had for over 6 years. I took it out. It felt like I was missing teeth it felt so odd, and I kept wanting to play with it as I was in deep thought or as a nervous tick and it wasn't there anymore. It felt like a ghost piercing. I could see it left a tiny hole and I was worried that after 6 years my face would have accepted that it would just always be there, but as I awoke this morning I saw that the healing process for my lip piercing has begun. Which has led me to believe that I guess people can and do change, even for something as small as a lip piercing but as stubborn as a hole in the face.
The same day I decided to go pick up a book about Kabbalah simply out of curiosity. I started reading it, and there are so many ways of looking at life and the world that totally appeal to me and things that felt very comfortable. I'm far from knowing enough to make a real judgement about this religion, and I probably won't switch but like I had done in the past I will study it and probably take in some of the ways that best fit my life and my spirit. After all, in my opinion that is what religion is for, to help you give your life meaning.
Last night I dreamt of Aikaterine. I dreamt that she showed up at my work and I jumped out of my skin with such surprise. I asked her how she was doing, and she said "Oh i'm doing great now, it was rough but so many people wanted me to get better, how could I not?". Which I guess was comforting even if it was a dream.
I think I must have slept from 1am to 4 am and then from 4:30am to 6:30am. It was a rough night and I'm so tired that i'm totally awake. You know that feeling? It's going to be an interesting day.
The day before yesterday I came to a decision that I am about to enter the second stage of my life, and decided that this stage did not easily accomodate my lip piercing which i've had for over 6 years. I took it out. It felt like I was missing teeth it felt so odd, and I kept wanting to play with it as I was in deep thought or as a nervous tick and it wasn't there anymore. It felt like a ghost piercing. I could see it left a tiny hole and I was worried that after 6 years my face would have accepted that it would just always be there, but as I awoke this morning I saw that the healing process for my lip piercing has begun. Which has led me to believe that I guess people can and do change, even for something as small as a lip piercing but as stubborn as a hole in the face.
The same day I decided to go pick up a book about Kabbalah simply out of curiosity. I started reading it, and there are so many ways of looking at life and the world that totally appeal to me and things that felt very comfortable. I'm far from knowing enough to make a real judgement about this religion, and I probably won't switch but like I had done in the past I will study it and probably take in some of the ways that best fit my life and my spirit. After all, in my opinion that is what religion is for, to help you give your life meaning.
Last night I dreamt of Aikaterine. I dreamt that she showed up at my work and I jumped out of my skin with such surprise. I asked her how she was doing, and she said "Oh i'm doing great now, it was rough but so many people wanted me to get better, how could I not?". Which I guess was comforting even if it was a dream.
I think I must have slept from 1am to 4 am and then from 4:30am to 6:30am. It was a rough night and I'm so tired that i'm totally awake. You know that feeling? It's going to be an interesting day.
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I did keep the tongue though, mostly for the missus.