Ok well still no idea where we'll be spending the CAN/AM celebratory weekend yet, but something dawned on me the other day. I HAVE NOTHING TO WEAR! -the almighty cry of the female human.
So I brought one of my passable dresses to the seamstress to have it taken in (yeah seems I lost weight since that wedding) but aside from that I'm such a casual girl if we go somewhere fancy i'm in a squeeze. Which also got me thinking even if I did have the cash to go out and buy clothes it would just be like chasing my tail in the end. The clothes I want don't fit me, OR don't fit me the way I want them to. And the clothes that fit, just aren't ME. I'd be a total classic modern type..a little Tommy, a little BananaRep, a bit of Gap, some Bebe and Mexxx. But alas my wallet is too skinny and my ass is too fat.
So I had THE TALK again with my man. He is so amazing when it comes to motivating me. He's done amazing things in terms of personal training with people in the past and is in great shape himself. I know I'm not that bad, and I have a good shape, I just need to shrink it down about oh..five, six sizes. He constantly tells me how beautiful I am and how he loves me as is, and I really believe that he does. But I'm sick of having this black cloud over my head every time I go shopping. My man looks so dapper all the time, I want to look like I belong in this couple. First goal 20 lbs.
So I've posted all over my house (feel like i'm back in my teenage room) images of bodies I want to look like, and clothes I want to wear and i've writen my mantra all over:
NO SUGAR
NO FAT
LOW CARBS
CARDIO EVERYDAY
WATER
Now being the wimp I am I've gotta let this month's unpleasantries finish up and then I'm hitting the gym like there's no tomorrow.
So I brought one of my passable dresses to the seamstress to have it taken in (yeah seems I lost weight since that wedding) but aside from that I'm such a casual girl if we go somewhere fancy i'm in a squeeze. Which also got me thinking even if I did have the cash to go out and buy clothes it would just be like chasing my tail in the end. The clothes I want don't fit me, OR don't fit me the way I want them to. And the clothes that fit, just aren't ME. I'd be a total classic modern type..a little Tommy, a little BananaRep, a bit of Gap, some Bebe and Mexxx. But alas my wallet is too skinny and my ass is too fat.
So I had THE TALK again with my man. He is so amazing when it comes to motivating me. He's done amazing things in terms of personal training with people in the past and is in great shape himself. I know I'm not that bad, and I have a good shape, I just need to shrink it down about oh..five, six sizes. He constantly tells me how beautiful I am and how he loves me as is, and I really believe that he does. But I'm sick of having this black cloud over my head every time I go shopping. My man looks so dapper all the time, I want to look like I belong in this couple. First goal 20 lbs.
So I've posted all over my house (feel like i'm back in my teenage room) images of bodies I want to look like, and clothes I want to wear and i've writen my mantra all over:
NO SUGAR
NO FAT
LOW CARBS
CARDIO EVERYDAY
WATER
Now being the wimp I am I've gotta let this month's unpleasantries finish up and then I'm hitting the gym like there's no tomorrow.
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oryx:
this brand of herbal detox comes highly recommended. it's not like the more extreme detoxes where you restrict yourself to just juice or just raw foods. the meal plan that comes with it is very reasonable. i'll let you know how it goes!
hellomrworld:
why does everyone have to always force hard goals on themselves .... be healthy and be yourself