Saturday - rained all day and it was cold.
What did I do today? Hmm not a hell of a lot of anything really. I woke up at 5:30 had some natural oatmeal with berries then ended up falling back to sleep till 11. Got up woozy and watched tv till my neighbour knocked at my door bawling her eyes out because her dumb-ass of a not quite boyfriend/ not quite fuckfriend / not quite much of anything guy treated her like crap yet again. She's been delving into the coke, speed, and ecstasy big time lately. It's sad really. A tiny part of me wants to shake her and help her and let her lay on my couch all day and let her stay with me. But another part of me wants nothing to do with her. I dealt with my own drug issues in the past and I'm just not interested in being around that. There are much more important things in my life right now. Odd situation, and I feel kind of bad but I've been screening my calls this evening. She's already called six times in four hours. I feel like i'm avoiding the post-date phonecall of a bad date.
Like I said, I didn't accomplish much today. I went with my mom to the salon, she always insists I go with her i'm not sure why - something having to do with her being my stylist and my mom's not fond of small talk with strangers. Anyways we then popped into the mall so I could shop for shoes. Ugh..i'm starting to loathe malls. And the people who seem to live in them. Everywhere I go nothing fits in this world. Pants, tops, now even shoes. My god..size 11 shoes aren't THAT odd are they? Whatever soon i'll wear brown paper bag dresses and shoe box shoes.
What did I do today? Hmm not a hell of a lot of anything really. I woke up at 5:30 had some natural oatmeal with berries then ended up falling back to sleep till 11. Got up woozy and watched tv till my neighbour knocked at my door bawling her eyes out because her dumb-ass of a not quite boyfriend/ not quite fuckfriend / not quite much of anything guy treated her like crap yet again. She's been delving into the coke, speed, and ecstasy big time lately. It's sad really. A tiny part of me wants to shake her and help her and let her lay on my couch all day and let her stay with me. But another part of me wants nothing to do with her. I dealt with my own drug issues in the past and I'm just not interested in being around that. There are much more important things in my life right now. Odd situation, and I feel kind of bad but I've been screening my calls this evening. She's already called six times in four hours. I feel like i'm avoiding the post-date phonecall of a bad date.
Like I said, I didn't accomplish much today. I went with my mom to the salon, she always insists I go with her i'm not sure why - something having to do with her being my stylist and my mom's not fond of small talk with strangers. Anyways we then popped into the mall so I could shop for shoes. Ugh..i'm starting to loathe malls. And the people who seem to live in them. Everywhere I go nothing fits in this world. Pants, tops, now even shoes. My god..size 11 shoes aren't THAT odd are they? Whatever soon i'll wear brown paper bag dresses and shoe box shoes.
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i could never be a beautician for that reason...
no loss on my behalf, or the poor souls whose hair i would ruin, hehe