cathedra

i didn't get my Dell today. prolly tomorrow.
today was a long day emotionally. then when things got better they got much worse when I came home. my brother announced to me that he was moving back home. i got really upset and cried for maybe an hour after he went to his poker game. i guess i took it as a personal failure that i can't live with my brother for more than 3 months. my parents say that he just wasn't ready to live on his own.

i dunno, either case my sweet amazing boyfriend cheered me up. my face is all swollen now..though it did go down a bit since earlier this evening. Now my lips and eyelids are the only parts that are swollen..i look japanese, especially since i straightened my hair this morning with my new toy that i bought yesterday.



it's a Farouk CHI ceramic straightener...heats up in 7 seconds. if you have or want straight straight hair, it's wonderful.

oh well..a big empty apartment all to me once again. i can once again fall asleep on the office floor, walk around half naked, and leave my makeup on the bathroom counter. in either case, i'm going to miss him. i feel like my brother just dumped me. *sigh*

oh well..i'm cheering myself up with diet pepsi and a tv special on Paris and Nicky Hilton. I'm odd..i'm always drawn to the ones people love to hate.