cathedra

well things are a bit better. i had a good talk with myself about mister good kisser (you know who you are). and I came to the conclusion that I was just making myself unhappy for nothing. instead of appreciating the time we have, I was already worrying about tomorrow (which is a bad habit of mine) so yeah, the situation hasn't changed of him leaving in less than a month, but I think I can better deal with it now.

in other news, it's 1:11 and I just came home not long ago from a launch party for one of our sites. the loft we got for it is fucking H U G E! It's beautiful, and on another night when I have more energy i'll explain the whole concept to you all. right now i'm exhausted from my week, (boinking for countless hours in one week will do that to ya) the stress, the etc etc etc and now ladies and gents I have a sinus infection. well at least it feels like one...i've had enough to know what they feel like. so im off to bed, then have a nice 80 minute massage at 10am...thank goooodness!