cathedra

I had a good talk with the proverbial asshole. After much emotional badgering I drew it out of him: he's been acting like a prat because he's still very attracted to me and wants to sleep with me but can't since he has a gf. Uhhh yeah twisted compliment but never the less at least I know why he was such a foo'.

Everything is back to normal in the loopy land of Cathedra, for now at least. My bday is on sat and I don't know if I really wanna do something. One major accomplishment I think is that I'm not unhappy to turn another year older. I realised the other day that I actually had to learn to despise getting older. Stupid huh? I am proud to be where I am at my age, nice place, all new appliances, a nice car, cool job, i'm healthy, and as for a boyfriend? *shrug* big deal so I don't have one...i'm not going to sit on my hands and wait for a man so I can live my life. *shakes head*

Anyways on to newer and funner items. I was looking for YeahYeahYeahs images (er...while the work emails were downloadin' um YES I swear I was productive...a bit) anyways and I found for some reason the lyrics to the Massive Attack song "Teardrop". Amazing but true I have heard this song hundreds of times but never understood all the lyrics. So I encourage you to listen to the song while reading the lyrics, it makes the song even more beautiful.

Massive Attack - Teardrop

Love, love is a verb
love is a doing word
feathers on my breath
gentle impulsion
shakes me makes me lighter
feathers on my breath

teardrop on the fire
feathers on my breath

in the night of matter
black flowers blossom
feathers on my breath
black flowers blossom
feathers on my breath

teardrop on the fire
feathers on my breath

water is my eye
most faithful my love
feathers on my breath
teardrop on the fire of a confession
feathers on my breath
most faithful my love

feathers on my breath
teardrop on the fire

feathers on my breath
stumbling a little (x2)

and I also found a perdy graphic..nice eh? Have a great day xox