It's Saturday. I got off work early (like 1:30!!) came home and worked on the site like a good girl. I stopped around 8 got ready and went downstairs to my neighbour's apartment (my ex-apartment) where she was having a "party" which ended up being like 5 people myself included. It was cool, though I drank 4 beers 
which I never do, and smoked oooooh I can't remember how much.
She was sloshed like mad since she had been hitting the Belini like it was going out of style. She went upstairs to invite one of the guys who lives across from me (and between u and I, she kinda has a crush on him) I was too shitfaced to make it up the stairs to go with her and the others so I sat at the bottom giggling. Anyways long story short, later on the guy appears through the patio door and she's all happy, i'm like "hi" he's like "oh you live across from me eh?" i'm like, "yeah" anyways I was very finished and a big convo was not on my mind. He starts talking about his work, music, art, etc..I talk about my stuff, but my neighbour who looks like she's about to throw a fit because the guy and I have been talking for a while now, keeps cutting him off and talking over him to try to get his attention. I can barely hold my head up by this time, and just think the whole damn thing is funny. Anyways I decide I can finally make it back up the stairs to go home cuz it's like 3am now and he makes a crack about that he'll drive me home (HAR HAR, we live across from each other) and I tell her thanks for inviting me, it was nice, and she answers with a real sour "YEAH". I get the feeling she's peeved cuz maybe we talked too much!? I dunno..the guy has a girlfriend anyways, and I have no plans on hittin on a guy who lives close enough to hear me snore (if I did actually snore, which I don't). So I tell talk to my other neighbour who lives across from where I used to live (confused yet?) and she just has a habit of saying things that don't always make sense, and lately Ive been taking them pretty seriously. Well anyways I tell her that I think the other girl might be mad at me..and she says, well you have to watch how you act around people.
I was like
WHAT? How I act around people? I seriously don't think I did anything wrong, and I definately didn't flirt with the guy, I was barely awake. Whatever, so here I am, feeling crap cuz it feels like the world resents me (though I know they don't) and cuz I haven't been to the gym in 2 weeks, and I've been surviving on microwaved popcorn and chocolate icecream. Everytime I think about the 'guilt' of the non-gym attending I just want to flop down on the couch and medicate myself with some more food. 
I wish someone could hack my brain and reprogram the little fucker. Have a good day xo
which I never do, and smoked oooooh I can't remember how much.
She was sloshed like mad since she had been hitting the Belini like it was going out of style. She went upstairs to invite one of the guys who lives across from me (and between u and I, she kinda has a crush on him) I was too shitfaced to make it up the stairs to go with her and the others so I sat at the bottom giggling. Anyways long story short, later on the guy appears through the patio door and she's all happy, i'm like "hi" he's like "oh you live across from me eh?" i'm like, "yeah" anyways I was very finished and a big convo was not on my mind. He starts talking about his work, music, art, etc..I talk about my stuff, but my neighbour who looks like she's about to throw a fit because the guy and I have been talking for a while now, keeps cutting him off and talking over him to try to get his attention. I can barely hold my head up by this time, and just think the whole damn thing is funny. Anyways I decide I can finally make it back up the stairs to go home cuz it's like 3am now and he makes a crack about that he'll drive me home (HAR HAR, we live across from each other) and I tell her thanks for inviting me, it was nice, and she answers with a real sour "YEAH". I get the feeling she's peeved cuz maybe we talked too much!? I dunno..the guy has a girlfriend anyways, and I have no plans on hittin on a guy who lives close enough to hear me snore (if I did actually snore, which I don't). So I tell talk to my other neighbour who lives across from where I used to live (confused yet?) and she just has a habit of saying things that don't always make sense, and lately Ive been taking them pretty seriously. Well anyways I tell her that I think the other girl might be mad at me..and she says, well you have to watch how you act around people.
I was like
WHAT? How I act around people? I seriously don't think I did anything wrong, and I definately didn't flirt with the guy, I was barely awake. Whatever, so here I am, feeling crap cuz it feels like the world resents me (though I know they don't) and cuz I haven't been to the gym in 2 weeks, and I've been surviving on microwaved popcorn and chocolate icecream. Everytime I think about the 'guilt' of the non-gym attending I just want to flop down on the couch and medicate myself with some more food. I wish someone could hack my brain and reprogram the little fucker. Have a good day xoVIEW 5 of 5 COMMENTS
sicmonte:
now that was a good story..complete with a happy ending and all!! oh dont worry about the gym thing....im a member at Bally's and I havernt been in like 2 months...and im still paying the $26 a month for nothing..so 2 weeks aint that bad!!!
sicmonte:
nice...still drunk and thinking about the gym....hmmm.....hahaha