O lazyness! O cold autumn winds! Damn you both!
I have a Pilates class in about 37 minutes and i'm so not in the mood. I adore the class, adore the teach, adore the group, always have fun, laugh, and feel like I worked hard. It's just tonight i'm cold and lazy. I've been lazy for a couple of months now. The only day of the week I actually set foot in the gym is on thursday nights for Pilates. I even dropped my Yoga class as the teacher was as boring as cardboard and a bad yoga teacher. I would have done a better job, if only she'd have asked! Hah. I just feel like soaking in a huge tub tonight and not feeling weighed down as I do after having an unnecessarily huge portion of lasagna for supper. Damned carbs. I've been indulging in carbs like it's going out of style. I guess I was just sick of thinking all the time about what I could and could not eat. I'm lazy because I eat carbs (pasta, rice, bread, chips, brownies ugh!) and too lazy to make a salad or broil meat and therefore have more carbs which make me lazy. Oh yeah I know that whole jazz about the good carbs, and though I am eating whole grain bread and brown rice I'm still lazy and sluggish as hell. I know I lose weight when I eat veggies and meat and do cardio 3-4 times a week. It's not rocket science. But for some reason I don't allow myself to do that, and succeed. It would be too easy to suceed, what would I fret about then? My subconscious is such a fucking weirdo!
Alright, gonna go get dressed for Pilates. Maybe i'll get abducted by aliens on my way to the gym and they will suck all the fat out of my lower body then return me safely back to earth with no memory of the even. Maybe they already did the opposite. Damn aliens, damn carbs, damn subconscious. Ok enough whining, off I go. Give me something to read by the time I come back. *snuggles*
I have a Pilates class in about 37 minutes and i'm so not in the mood. I adore the class, adore the teach, adore the group, always have fun, laugh, and feel like I worked hard. It's just tonight i'm cold and lazy. I've been lazy for a couple of months now. The only day of the week I actually set foot in the gym is on thursday nights for Pilates. I even dropped my Yoga class as the teacher was as boring as cardboard and a bad yoga teacher. I would have done a better job, if only she'd have asked! Hah. I just feel like soaking in a huge tub tonight and not feeling weighed down as I do after having an unnecessarily huge portion of lasagna for supper. Damned carbs. I've been indulging in carbs like it's going out of style. I guess I was just sick of thinking all the time about what I could and could not eat. I'm lazy because I eat carbs (pasta, rice, bread, chips, brownies ugh!) and too lazy to make a salad or broil meat and therefore have more carbs which make me lazy. Oh yeah I know that whole jazz about the good carbs, and though I am eating whole grain bread and brown rice I'm still lazy and sluggish as hell. I know I lose weight when I eat veggies and meat and do cardio 3-4 times a week. It's not rocket science. But for some reason I don't allow myself to do that, and succeed. It would be too easy to suceed, what would I fret about then? My subconscious is such a fucking weirdo!
Alright, gonna go get dressed for Pilates. Maybe i'll get abducted by aliens on my way to the gym and they will suck all the fat out of my lower body then return me safely back to earth with no memory of the even. Maybe they already did the opposite. Damn aliens, damn carbs, damn subconscious. Ok enough whining, off I go. Give me something to read by the time I come back. *snuggles*
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And what you wrote in Faye's journal was super sweet