cathedra

life is full of mysteries.

can you tell me how to get to Sesame Street? hmm it's a mystery. it's also a mystery how I lost another half lb. yesterday by doing *nothing* out of the ordinary. even to the point where I had 2 huge ass hamburgers (home made and healthy of course) but still..not been working out (cept cleaning) and def not paying...
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tuesday. I almost got caught in a radar trap this morning. I crawled by the officer holding the rader gun pointed at my face, in a cold sweat. 120km in a 50km zone? that would of HURT.

new pic in profile. well not really it was taken about a month ago already while at work. but since photoshop has stopped working for me at home...
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i was listening to the radio the other day and a song from the 1970's came on. it was one of those songs that were all about freedom and peace and love and anti-war.

how many "peace and love" songs were writen throughout those years? enough to turn that generation into a peace loving group of 'hippies'. we've been influenced by many generation, but now...
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saturday night's alright! (humming Sir Elton's song in my head)

so I went for my massage this morning, almost jumped off the table as she worked on 2 stress nobules she found on my back. then almost fell asleep as she ended with a scalp massage. my massotherapist has goddesslike hands.

after my massage i met up with one of my friends at the mall...
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friday. finally friday. we've made it. cold is almost gone, launches are all done, i did ironing last night (hehe) and feel like i've purged myself of bad feelings, regrets, and saddness.

my fire (see back journal entries for precise definition of that term) is back. it's burning fast and hot, i can feel the flames licking me from the inside. i'm happy again, those...
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good morning. it's thursday...i'm still sick, it's moved into my lungs and throat but I am of sound mind enough to stop off at the pharmacie and buy some decongestant/expectorant/cough syrup. Hope it will make me feel better soon.

I've put the boy issues behind me. He's in Toronto now anyway for 4 days so I doubt i'll hear from him. I wish that I...
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i'm all confused....and down...


here is a quote I read on the back of the box of Celestial Seasoning Chai Tea. it's the only thing that makes sense to me right now...

"...Nobody is in the spotlight nonstop. Accept that you will shine, step back, then shine again. The moon has phases from dark to full. So do we. We're fully valuable thoughout the cycle....
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It's wednesday. I got some good deep sleep last night, I'm feeling better as this cold is working it's course and slowly leaving my bod.

I stumbled on this song this morning as I'm on random on the mp3 server @ work. It's a song I haven't heard in years..but as I firmly believe, it's the music that finds you when you need it, not...
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two updates in one day. joy!

i miss photogrrl and i'm afraid of loosing Schism13 soon.

just listening to all the bjork that was ever created from the office mp3 server. i actually heard the lyrics to the song 5 years for the first time. they are very "me" I think. no relation to anyone...just wanted you all to notice them too.


5 Years-...
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Yep so back to reality and 'normal' life and routine. Isn't it strange how a little while back I was complaining because my life was so boring and how I was lonely? Everything changed since Oliver (my parrot) is living with me. I feel like I don't have enough time to breath let alone sleep anymore. It's cool, weird, and different. I guess it's because...
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I am so very sick. I have a sinus infection, and last night spent most of the night with my eyes wide open with fever and stuffed sinuses. This of course was after one of the most insane nights of my life.

I'll leave the participants names out (but feel free to assert yourselves) but last night, ladies and gentlemen, Cathedra participated in her first...
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